She wondered as she looked at him if ever he could have guessed what
had been in her mind that day when she had gone to Hurst Dormer to see
him. How full of love for him her heart had been then! And then she
remembered what he had said, those four words that had ended her dream
for ever—“Better than my life.” So he loved Joan, and now she knew that
she too loved with her whole heart.
Death had been very close, and perhaps it had been pity for that fine
young life that seemed to be so near its end that had awakened love.
Yet, whatever the cause, she knew now that her love for Tom had come to
stay.
“And Joan?” Marjorie asked.
“Joan?” he said. “Joan, she is in her own home.”
“And her heart is still hard against you, Hugh?”
“Her pride is still between us, Marjorie,” he said, and quickly turned
the conversation, and a few minutes later was up in the bedroom talking
cheerily enough to Tom.
“It’s all right, Alston, everything is all right. Lady Linden wanted to
shoot the horse; but I wouldn’t have it. I owe him too much—you
understand, Alston, don’t you? Everything is all right between Marjorie
and me.”
And then Hugh went back to Hurst Dormer—thank, Heaven there was some
happiness in this world! There was happiness at Cornbridge, and after
Cornbridge Hurst Dormer seemed darker and more solitary than ever.
It was while she had been talking to Hugh that Marjorie had made up her
mind.
“I am going to tell Joan the whole truth, the whole truth,” she
thought. And Hugh was scarcely out of the house before Marjorie sat
down to write her letter to Joan.
“... I know that you have always blamed him for what was never his
fault. He did it because he is generous and unselfish. He loved me in
those days. I know that it could not have been the great abiding love;
it was only liking that turned to fondness. Yet he wanted to marry me,
Joan, and when he knew that there was someone else, and that he stood
in the way of our happiness, the whole plan was arranged, and we had to
find a name, you understand. And he asked me to suggest one, and I
thought of yours, because it is the prettiest name I know; and he,
Hugh, never dreamed that it belonged to a living woman. And so it was
used, dear, and all this trouble and all this misunderstanding came
about. I always wanted to tell you the truth, but he wouldn’t let me,
because he was afraid that if Aunt got to hear of it, she might be
angry and send Tom away. But now I know she would not, and so I am
telling you everything. The fault was mine. And yet, you know, dear, I
had no thought of angering or of offending you. Write to me and tell me
you forgive me. And oh, Joan, don’t let pride come between you and the
man you love, for I think he is one of the finest men I know, the best
and straightest.
“MARJORIE.”
Marjorie felt that she had lifted a weight from her mind when she put
this letter in the post.
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