Helen asked no more questions. She thought of Hugh Alston. Could it be
anything to do with him? She could never quite understand the position
of Hugh Alston. Of course the talk about a marriage having taken place
years ago between Hugh Alston and Joan was absurd, was ridiculous. Joan
was proving the absurdity of it even now by accepting Johnny.
“Connie is coming over this afternoon to see you, Joan,” she said. “She
sent me a note over yesterday by a boy. Johnny has told her of course,
and Connie is delighted beyond words. She sends you her dear love.”
“Thank you!” Joan said calmly.
“Of course,” Helen hesitated, “the marriage need not be long delayed.
You see—” She paused, and then went into explanations about Jessie and
the children out in Australia, and her own promise to go to them.
“So this afternoon I want you and Connie to have a long, long talk,”
Helen said. “There will be so much for you to discuss. Connie is the
business man, you know. Poor Johnny is hopeless when it comes to
discussing things and—and arrangements. Of course, dear, you quite
understand that Johnny is not well off.”
“I know, but that does not matter.”
“I know, but even though Johnny is one of the finest and straightest
men living, it will be better if in some way your own money is so tied
up that it belongs to you and to you only. Johnny himself would wish
it. He doesn’t want to touch one penny of your money!”
“I am sure of that.” Joan rose. She went out into the garden. She
wanted to get away from Helen’s well-meant, friendly, affectionate
chatter about the future, and about money and marriage. She went to the
bench beside the pool and sat there, staring at the green water.
“It was true,” she whispered to herself, “all true, what I said. I—I do
despise him. How could I love a thing that I despised; and I do despise
him!”
It was not of Johnny Everard she was thinking.
“He said—he said that he had a right, that my love for him gave him the
right! How dared he?” A deep flush stole into her cheeks, and then died
out.
She rose suddenly with a gesture of impatience.
“It is a lie! It is wrong, and it is nonsense. I am engaged to marry
Johnny Everard, and there is no finer, better man living! I shall never
see that other man again. Yesterday he and I parted for good and for
always, and I am glad—glad!” And she knew even while she uttered the
words that she was very miserable.
Connie Everard drove the pony-trap over to Starden. She brought with
her a boy who would drive it back again. Later in the afternoon Johnny
would drive the car over for her and take her back.
Connie, having attended carefully to her toilet, descended to the
waiting pony-trap, and found, to her surprise and a little to her
annoyance, that Ellice was already seated in the little vehicle.
“Ellice, dear, I am sorry, but—”
“You don’t want to take me, Connie; but, all the same, I am going. I
want to see—her!”
“Why?”
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