Twice he had seen “Her” from the window of Mrs. Bonner’s little
cottage, once a mere glimpse as she had flashed by in a car; the other
time she had been afoot, walking and alone. He had gazed on the slim
grace of her figure, himself hidden behind Mrs. Bonner’s spotless white
lace curtains. He had watched her, his soul in his eyes, the woman he
loved and who was not for him, could never be for him now, and there
fell upon him a sense of desolation, of loneliness, of utter
hopelessness.
Three days had passed since his coming to Starden. He had seen Joan
twice, he had seen the man she was to marry. Once he had caught a
glimpse of John Everard hurrying to Starden Hall in his little car, he
himself had been standing by Mrs. Bonner’s gate. Everard had turned his
head and glanced at him, with that curiosity about strangers that all
dwellers in rustic places feel.
“An artist, I suppose,” Johnny thought as he drove on.
Hugh watched him down the road; he had seen Everard’s glance at him,
and had summed him up. The man was just what he would have imagined, a
man of his own stamp, no Adonis—just an ordinary, healthy, clean-living
Englishman.
“I rather like the look of him,” thought Hugh. “He seems all right.”
And then he smiled at his thoughts a trifle bitterly. “By every right
on earth I ought to hate him.”
Johnny drove his small car to the doors of the Hall.
“Joan,” he said, “come out. Come out for a spin—the car’s running
finely to-day. Come out, and we’ll go and have lunch at Langbourne or
somewhere. What do you say?” His face was eager. “You know,” he added,
“you have never been out with me in my car yet.”
“If you would like me to.”
“Go and get ready then, and I’ll tell Helen,” he said. “We shan’t be
back to lunch.”
Hugh had been on his way to the village when he saw Everard in his
little car. He went to the village because, if he went in the opposite
direction, it would take him to the Hall gates, and he did not wish to
go there. He did not wish her to see him, to form the idea that he was
here loitering about for the purpose of seeing her.
Sooner or later he knew she must be made aware of his presence, then he
hoped for an opportunity to explain, but he would not seek it yet. So
he made his way to the village, stopped to give pennies to small
white-haired children, patted the shaggy dusty heads of vagrant dogs,
and finally came to anchor on the seat beside the railed-in stocks.
And there on that same seat sat a small, dark-eyed maiden, whose rusty
bicycle reclined against the railings. She had been here yesterday for
fifteen minutes or so. He and she had occupied the seat without the
exchange of a word, according to English custom.
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