Rundle shook his head. “To you. He wouldn’t ’a come for me, nor
Snatcher; he hates my poor tyke. But he’s put Snatcher right for all
that, and because you made him do it, and I don’t wonder!” Rundle
looked at her. “I don’t wonder,” he added. “There’s be few men who
wouldn’t do what you’d tell ’em to.”
“Now,” said Ellice, “you are talking absurdly. Of course I just shamed
Mr. Vinston into doing it. I’d like to come and see Snatcher, Rundle.”
“The queen wouldn’t be as welcome,” he said simply.
Helen expressed no surprise at the unseasonable return of Joan and
Johnny from their trip. There was no accounting for Joan’s moods; the
main and the great thing was, it was due to no quarrel between them.
Johnny stayed to lunch. After it, Joan left him with Helen and went to
her own room. She wanted to be alone, she wanted to think things out,
to decide how to act, if she were to act at all.
“He called me ungenerous—three times,” she said, “ungenerous and—and
now I know that I am, I deserve it.” She felt as a child feels when it
has done wrong and longs to beg for forgiveness. In spite of her pride,
her coldness and her haughtiness, there was much of the child still in
Joan Meredyth’s composition—of the child’s honesty and the child’s
frankness and innocence and desire to avoid hurting others.
“It was cruel—it was cowardly. But why is he here? What right has he to
come here when I—I told him—when he knows—that I, that Johnny and I—”
And now, with her mind wavering this way and that way, anxious to
excuse herself and blame him one moment, condemning herself the next,
Joan took pen and paper and wrote hurriedly.
“I am sorry for what I did. It was inexcusable, and it was ungenerous.
I ask you to forgive me, it was so unexpected. Perhaps I have hurt
myself by doing it more than I hurt you. If I did hurt you, I ask your
forgiveness, and I ask you also, most earnestly, to go, to leave
Starden.”
She would have written more, much more, words were tumbling over in her
brain. She had so much more to say to him, and yet she said nothing.
She signed her name and addressed the letter to Hugh Alston at Mrs.
Bonner’s cottage. She took it out and gave it to a gardener’s boy.
“Take that letter and give it the gentleman it is addressed to, if he
is there. If he is not there, bring it back to me.”
“Yes, miss.” The boy pocketed the letter and a shilling, and went
whistling down the road.
So she had written, she had confessed her fault and asked for
forgiveness—that was like Joan. One moment the haughty cold, proud
woman, the next the child, admitting her faults and asking for pardon.
The letter had been duly delivered at Mrs. Bonner’s cottage, and,
coming in later, Hugh found it.
“Bettses’ Bob brought it,” said Mrs. Bonner. “From Miss Meredyth at the
Hall,” she added, and looked curiously at Hugh.
“That’s all right, thanks!”
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