The Immortal Moment: The Story of Kitty TailleurSinclair, May
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The Immortal Moment: The Story of Kitty Tailleur
Sinclair, May
Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
"Well," she said, "you have something to say to me?"
"Yes"--his hands, spread out on the table between them, trembled--"I
have, only it seems so little----"
"Does it? Well, of course, there isn't much to be said."
"Not much. There aren't any words. Only, I don't want you to think that
I don't realise what you've done. It was magnificent."
He answered her look of stupefied inquiry.
"Your courage, Kitty, in telling me the truth."
"Oh, _that_. Don't let's talk about it."
"I am not going to talk about it. But I want you to understand that what
you told me has made no difference in my--in my feeling for you."
"It must."
"It hasn't. And it never will. And I want to know what we're going to do
next."
"Next?" she repeated.
"Yes, next. _Now._"
"I'm going away. There's nothing else left for me to do."
"And I, Kitty? Do you think I'm going to let you go, without----"
She stopped him.
"You can't help yourself."
"What? You think I'm brute enough to take everything you've given me,
and to--to let you go like this?"
His hands moved as if they would have taken hers and held them. Then he
drew back.
"There's one thing I can't do for you, Kitty. I can't marry you, because
it wouldn't be fair to my children."
"I know, Robert, I know."
"I know you know. I told you nothing would ever make any difference. If
it weren't for them I'd ask you to marry me to-morrow. I'm only giving
you up as you're giving me up, because of them. But if I can't marry
you, I want you to let me make things a little less hard for you."
"How?"
"Well, for one thing, I don't believe you've anything to live on."
"What makes you think that?"
"Marston told me that if you married you forfeited your income. I
suppose that meant that you had nothing of your own."
"It did."
"You've nothing?"
"My father would give me fifty pounds a year if I kept straight. But he
can't afford it. It means that my little sisters go without dresses."
"And you've no home, Kitty?"
She shook her head.
"They can't have me at home, you see."
He sighed.
"If I looked after you, Kitty, do you think you would keep straight? If
I made a home for you, somewhere, where you won't be too unhappy?"
"You mean you'd take care of me?"
"Yes. As far as I can."
Her face flushed deeply.
"No," she said. "No. I mustn't let you do that."
"Why not? It's nothing, Kitty. It's the least that I can do. And you'd
be very lonely."
"I would. I would be miserable--in between."
"Between?"
"When you weren't there."
"Kitty, dear child, I can't be there."
She shrank back, the flush died out of her face and left it white.
"I see. You didn't mean that I was to live with you?"
"Poor child--no."
"I--I didn't understand."
"No," he said gently, "no."
"You see how hopeless I am?"
"I see what my responsibility would be if I left you to yourself."
"And--_what_ do you want to do?"
"I want to provide for you and your future."
"Dear Robert, you can't possibly provide--for either."
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