The Impostor: A Tale of Old AnnapolisScott, John Reed
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The Impostor: A Tale of Old Annapolis
Scott, John Reed
Annapolis (Md.) -- History -- Colonial period, ca. 1600-1775 -- Fiction; Impostors and imposture -- Fiction
"Undoubtedly! You are ripe for it, and she is a rare instructor--it
will be an admirable arrangement."
"And when I have learned everything that she can teach me, may I come
back to you for the completion of my education?" he asked.
"May be you will not want to come back," she said.
"But, if I do," he persisted.
"And, may be, I shall have too many pupils, _then_, to bother with
another."
"But, if you have not--if there is room for me?"
"I cannot answer, now. Wait until you apply, it will depend on what
you have been taught, and the extent of your proficiency?"
He thought a moment. "The extent of my proficiency?" he repeated.
"Should it be much or little?"
"That is for you to judge," she answered, enigmatically--and left him.
"That is for me to judge!" he muttered, looking after her. "Did she
mean to warn me against learning too much from Miss Stirling? Did she
mean to warn me against learning anything from her?" He smiled:--"Is
she just a bit jealous of Miss Stirling, and has her jealousy quickened
her perceptions?... My little Judith, have you cared for me--really,
cared for me--all these years?--And have I been blind to the character
of your affection, and blind to my own, as well?"
He turned aside into the park, where the great trees were whispering,
softly, to one another, and all else was still.
Yes, he loved her! Not as the old friend, who had advised, and guided,
and reproved. Not as he thought the man of steady life and confirmed
habits, with wealth and reputation made, would love. Still more, not
in the seemly manner a Governor's Councillor should love--but with a
sudden rush of affection, that threatened to sweep away all the reserve
and dignity of forty years. A love such as Paca, or Constable might
have.
He steadied himself. He might love as a young man, but he must act
with the judgment and discretion of his years--sedately and with
good sense. He thought she loved him--thought she had shown it with
all the openness she dared. But he was not sure. He might have been
mistaken--he might have tinctured her words with his own hope--read in
them far more than they conveyed, far more than a younger man would
have dared to read.... Moreover, even if he had read aright, he must
not permit his love to overbalance his duty. He must be the protector
still; must guard her from all danger of a hasty choice, from a
semblance which she mistook for the reality. Must put her happiness
first, his own, only if it chimed with hers.... She was a dear girl--a
dear girl! She would preside at Rose Hill in a manner in keeping with
the mistresses who had preceded: his own sweet mother, his grandsire's
stately wife. She would restore the life which had been of it, until
he had become master, and let the old life die. He would go home, and
prepare for her coming--prepare to live!...
Suddenly, he shook himself, as one awakening from a dream.
God! what if she would not come--what if she married another!...
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