Lady St. Craye was more charming than ever. Vernon knew it and sometimes he deliberately tried to let her charm him. But though he perceived her charm he could not feel it. Always before he had felt what he chose to feel. Or perhaps--he hated the thought and would not look at it--perhaps all his love affairs had been just pictures, perhaps he had never felt anything but an artistic pleasure in their grouping and lighting. Perhaps now he was really feeling natural human emotion, didn't they call it? But that was just it. He wasn't. What he felt was resentment, dissatisfaction, a growing inability to control events or to prearrange his sensations. He felt that he himself was controlled. He felt like a wild creature caught in a trap. The trap was not gilded, and he was very uncomfortable in it. Even the affairs of others almost ceased to amuse him. He could hardly call up a cynical smile at Lady St. Craye's evident misapprehension of those conscientious efforts of his to be charmed by her. He was only moved to a very faint amusement when one day Bobbie Temple, smoking in the studio, broke a long silence abruptly to say: "Look here. Someone was saying the other day that a man can be in love with two women at a time. Do you think it's true?" "Two? Yes. Or twenty." "Then it's not love," said Temple wisely. "They call it love," said Vernon. "_I_ don't know what they mean by it. What do _you_ mean?" "By love?" "Yes." "I don't exactly know," said Temple slowly. "I suppose it's wanting to be with a person, and thinking about nothing else. And thinking they're the most beautiful and all that. And going over everything that they've ever said to you, and wanting--" "Wanting?" "Well, I suppose if it's really love you want to marry them." "You can't marry _them_, you know," said Vernon; "at least not simultaneously. That's just it. Well?" "Well that's all. If that's not love, what is?" "I'm hanged if _I_ know," said Vernon. "I thought you knew all about those sort of things." "So did I," said Vernon to himself. Aloud he said: "If you want a philosophic definition: it's passion transfigured by tenderness--at least I've often said so." "But can you feel that for two people at once?" "Or," said Vernon, getting interested in his words, "it's tenderness intoxicated by passion, and not knowing that it's drunk--" "But can you feel that for two--" "Oh, bother," said Vernon, "every sort of fool-fancy calls itself love. There's the pleasure of pursuit--there's vanity, there's the satisfaction of your own amour-propre, there's desire, there's intellectual attraction, there's the love of beauty, there's the artist's joy in doing what you know you can do well, and getting a pretty woman for sole audience. You might feel one or two or twenty of these things for one woman, and one or two or twenty different ones for another. But if you mean do you love two women in the same way, I say no. Thank Heaven it's new every time."