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"You're sure there's nothing wrong? At home or anything? You haven't
come to break anything to me?"
"No--no; it's only something I wanted to tell you."
He began to feel a fool, with his guarded whispers through a locked
door.
"Then come at twelve," said Betty in the tones of finality.
"Good-night."
He heard an inner door close, and went slowly away. He walked a long
way that night. It was not till he was back in his rooms and had
lighted his candle and wound up his watch that Lady St. Craye's kisses
began to haunt him in good earnest, as he had known they would.
* * * * *
Lady St. Craye, left alone, dried her eyes and set to work, with heart
still beating wildly to look about her at the ruins of her world.
The room was quiet with the horrible quiet of a death chamber. And yet
his voice still echoed in it. Only a moment ago she had been in his
arms, as she had never hoped to be again--more--as she had never been
before.
"He would have loved me now," she told herself, "if it hadn't been for
that girl. He didn't love me before. He was only playing at love. He
didn't know what love was. But he knows now. And it's all too late!"
But was it?
A word to Betty--and--
"But you promised to help him."
"That was before he kissed me."
"But a promise is a promise."
"Yes,--and your life's your life. You'll never have another."
She stood still, her hands hanging by her sides--clenched hands that
the rings bit into.
"He will go to her early to-morrow. And she'll accept him, of course.
She's never seen anyone else, the little fool."
She knew that she herself would have taken him, would have chosen him
as the chief among ten thousand.
"She could have Temple. She'd be much happier with Temple. She and
Eustace would make each other wretched. She'd never understand him,
and he'd be tired of her in a week."
She had turned up the electric lights now, at her toilet table, and
was pulling the pins out of her ruffled hair.
"And he'd never care about her children. And they'd be ugly little
horrors."
She was twisting her hair up quickly and firmly.
"I _have_ a right to live my own life," she said, just as Betty had
said six months before. "Why am I to sacrifice everything to
her--especially when I don't suppose she cares--and now that I know I
could get him if she were out of the way?"
She looked at herself in the silver-framed mirror and laughed.
"And you always thought yourself a proud woman!"
Suddenly she dropped the brush; it rattled and spun on the polished
floor.
She stamped her foot.
"That settles it!" she said. For in that instant she perceived quite
clearly and without mistake that Vernon's attitude had been a
parti-pris: that he had thrown, himself on her pity of set purpose,
with an end to gain.
"Laughing at me all the time too, of course! And I thought I
understood him. Well, I don't misunderstand him for long, anyway," she
said, and picked up the hair brush.
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