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He interrupted her before she could make the request that was on her
lips. "That'll do," he said. "Now, if you don't mind, I'm going to tell
you how it was that I acted like a fool. I admit I acted like a fool,"
he added, handsomely. "I don't suppose I shall ever see you again and I
don't want you to go on thinking me a perfect beast. I'd rather you
didn't, though I know I was one that day, and I don't know why, but I
would, even if I'm never to set eyes on you again. Well, you see, it's
like this: I dare say it'll sound silly to you, but even when I was at
school I always wanted to do something noble--romantic, you
know--rescuing ladies in distress, like Scott's novels, and things like
that. I know it's too rotten for words, nowadays, what with machinery
and telegraphs and radium and things, but that's what I used to think.
And when I came up with you on the Seaford Road with no hat on and your
poor little satin shoes all dusty and splitting, I thought, by Jove! my
boy, here's your chance! And I did behave all right that day, didn't I?"
His voice was wistful, and she said, eagerly: "You were very, very kind.
No one could have been nicer and more--more--"
"Respectful, eh? Well, I meant to be. I felt respectful; I do still. And
you won't mind me saying I felt like a knight and you were the lady. I
don't mean that you aren't a lady now, but you see what I mean, and you
can't blame me if I thought it would all end in me and you
being--well--you and me living happy ever after, the same as they do in
books."
Enchanted by the revelation, she said, "Indeed, I don't blame you," more
earnestly than she meant to do.
"Don't be too kind to me," he said, grimly. "I know it doesn't mean
anything, but it puts a man out. Well, then _he_ came along, and you
said he was your brother, and anybody could see with half an eye that he
wasn't your brother; and I felt I'd been made a fool of, a complete,
particular, first-class fool, and that put my back up. And I saw that
things don't happen like they do in books. And I hadn't, somehow,
thought you'd say anything that wasn't true."
She felt her face burn, and realized for the first time that in their
brief and stormy acquaintance he had not been the only one to blame, and
that, anyhow, it was she who had taken the first false step.
"I oughtn't to have told you a lie," she said, and added ingenuously,
"especially after you'd been so kind; but I didn't know what to do--it
seemed so difficult to explain." She could not tell him how difficult,
nor why.
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