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In the hall she stood a minute or two, thinking. Then she slipped
quietly out again and took an omnibus to Museum Street, and from there
walked to Montague Street. She felt that the only important thing was to
see Edward, to clear away the one cloud of concealment that lay between
them--no, not the only one. The other was a very little thing; he, at
least, had never known that it was there.
But when she reached number 37 it showed no light at any of its windows;
only the basement window and the fanlight above the door gave out a
dusky radiance. It seemed impossible to ring the bell and be faced with
the assurance that he was not at home. So she walked slowly away.
And behind drawn curtains in the flower-scented, flower-bright room
Charles stirred restlessly, and Edward, also restless, was saying, "I
could almost believe that she would come to-night, now. All the rest of
the time I have known in my heart that she would not come, but now, for
the first time, it seems possible."
But the hours wore on and still he and the flowers and Charles were
alone together.
XIX
HURSTMONCEAUX
THE sky was gray; gray mists veiled the sea and wisps of sea-fog lay in
the hollows of the downs. The young morning had not yet decided whether
it meant to be, when it was a grown-up day, a very wet day, when your
umbrella is useless and you give it up and make up your mind to be wet
through and change as soon as you get home; or a very fine day, one of
those radiant, blazing days that are golden to the very end, days when
you almost forget it ever has rained, and find it hard to believe that
it will ever rain again. It was one of those mornings whose development
is as darkly hid as the future of any babe smiling at you from its
cradle and defying you to foresee whether it will grow up to be a great
criminal or a great saint. If you love the baby, and trim its cradle
with hopes and dreams, you will find it hard to believe that the darling
can grow up just nobody in particular, like the rest of us.
To Edward, lying at his long length on the short turf and looking out
to the opalescent mist that hid the sea, it was not possible to believe
that this day of all days could be anything but very good or very bad.
The elements must be for him or against him, must help or hinder. That
they could be indifferent was unthinkable.
For this was the day of days, come, at last, after weeks of a waiting
that had not been patient, the day when he should, indeed, and not in
dreams, see her again.
This was the thought, insistent, even in his sleep, that had at last
broken up that sleep, as a trickle of water breaks up the embankment of
a reservoir, letting out the deep floods inclosed by that barrier, the
deep flood of pent-up longing which sleep could no longer restrain from
consciousness.
So he had got up and come out to look over the sea and think of her.
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