England -- Fiction; Honeymoons -- Fiction; Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Voyages and travels -- Fiction
He remembered how on the last night at Warwick he had held that hand of
hers against his face. They had seemed so very near then. And now there
was a gulf suddenly opened between them--the impassable gulf of a
secret--a secret that was hers and not his.
"Yes, something did happen and I have promised not to tell you. If ever
I can, I will."
"Something has come between us and you have promised not to tell me what
it is?"
"Oh no--no!" she said, very earnestly, and her dear eyes looked full in
his. "Nothing has come between us--nothing could--"
He realized, with some impatience, that Charles, at least, was between
them. But for Charles he could, quite naturally and _ayant l'air de
rien_ have leaned a little toward her as he spoke--so that his shoulder
might, perhaps, if she had leaned also, have just touched hers. But
across Charles this could not be. And to lean, after the removal of
Charles, would bear an air of premeditation not to be contemplated for
an instant.
"If it's nothing that comes between us--" he said. "But even then, it's
something that's made you sad, made you different. I suppose, though,
it's unreasonable to expect that there shall be no secrets between any
two human beings, no matter how--how friendly they are," he ended, with
conscious lameness.
"Of course it's unreasonable," she said; "it would mean, wouldn't it,
that neither of us could ever be trusted by any one else? Whereas now
people can tell you things they wouldn't want to tell me, and tell me
things they wouldn't care about telling you."
"Then this--I'm not worrying you to tell me--but if it is somebody
else's secret--"
"Well, it is," she said. "Now, are you satisfied? And if you'll only let
me look at the sea and the mountains and the heather the Chester cloud
will go right away. It's nearly gone now. And I've never seen any real
mountains before, not mountains like these, with warm colors and soft
shapes--only the Pyrenees and the Maritime Alps, and they look just like
white cardboard cut into points and pasted on blue sugar-paper--that's
the sky."
"It's prettier at sunrise, with the mountains like pink and white sugar,
and Corsica showing like a little cloud over the sea. We had a villa at
Antibes when I was a little chap, before we lost our money. We'll go
there again some day, shall we, and see if the mountains have changed at
all? Not this winter, I think. I've never had an English winter free
from work I didn't like. I must have just this one. You don't mind?"
What he hoped she wouldn't mind was less the English winter than his
calm assumption that there was plenty of time, that they would always be
together and might go where they would and when--since all the future
was before them--all the future, and each other's companionship all
through it.
"Why should I mind?" she answered. "I've never had a free winter in
England, either, or anywhere else, for that matter."
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