The Independence of ClaireVaizey, George de Horne, Mrs.
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The Independence of Claire
Vaizey, George de Horne, Mrs.
Love stories; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Sleep refused to come to Claire that night. She lay tossing on her bed
while the old clock in the corridor without struck hour after hour.
Two, three, four, and still she tossed, and turned, and again and again
asked herself the world-old question, "What shall I do? What shall I
do?" and shuddered at the thought of the disillusionment which was
coming to her poor friend.
What was her own duty in the matter? Obviously Cecil must be told the
truth; obviously she was the one to tell it. Would it be possible to
_write_? Inclination clamoured in favour of such a course. It would be
so much easier: it would obviate the necessity for a lacerating
interview. Would it not be easier for Cecil, also? Claire felt that if
positions had been reversed, she would crave above all things to be
alone, hidden from the eyes of even the most sympathising of friends;
but Cecil's nature was of a different type. Having heard the one
abhorrent fact, she would wish to probe further, to be told details, to
ask a score of trifling questions. However full a letter might be, she
would not be satisfied without an interview. "But I might write first,
and see her afterwards!" poor Claire said to herself. "It would not be
quite so bad, when she had got over the first shock. I could _not_ bear
to see her face..."
It was five o'clock before at last sleep came to drive away the haunting
questions, and when she woke it was to find her early tea had grown cold
on the table by her side, and to see on looking at her watch that it was
nearly ten o'clock. She dressed hurriedly and went downstairs to find
Mrs Fanshawe alone in the dining-room, reading the _Morning Post_. She
waved aside Claire's apologies for her late appearance with easy good
nature. No one was _expected_ to be punctual at breakfast. It was
sheer tyranny to decree that visitors should get up at a definite hour.
If Claire had slept badly, why didn't she order breakfast in her room,
and spend the morning in bed?
"You look a wreck!" she said frankly, and threw down the paper with an
impatient gesture. "Such a nuisance about this bad news. Erskine seems
disgusted with the whole affair. He has gone off with Major Carew to
see what can be done, and is to go straight to the Willoughbys. So
tiresome, for I particularly wanted him to be in good form this
afternoon! What's it all about? As it has happened in my house, I
think I am entitled to an explanation. Something to do with Major
Carew's servant? How can your friend be associated with a servant? The
man has bolted, it appears. The Major came over half an hour ago to say
that he never returned last night. Thought flight the best policy, I
suppose, but what I am waiting to be told, is--what has he _done_?"
Claire sat down on the nearest chair, feeling more of a wreck than ever.
"Deserted! A soldier! But if he is found? The punishment..."
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