The Independence of ClaireVaizey, George de Horne, Mrs.
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The Independence of Claire
Vaizey, George de Horne, Mrs.
Love stories; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"He--the real Major Carew--came over to a tennis party at Mrs
Fanshawe's yesterday. I thought, of course, that it was another man of
the same name, but he said--he said there was no other in that regiment,
and he asked me to tell him some more, and I did, and everything I said
amazed him more and more, for it was true about _himself_! Then he
asked me to describe--the man, and he made an excuse to send his servant
over in the evening so that I should see him. He came. Oh, Cecil! He
saw me, and he--ran away! He had not returned this morning. He has
_deserted_!"
Still silence. It seemed to Claire of most pitiful import that Cecil
made no disclaimer, that at the word of a stranger she accepted her
lover's guilt. What a light on the past was cast by that stoney
silence, unbroken by a solitary protest. Poor Mary Rhodes had known no
doubts as to the man's identity, she had given him affection and help,
but respect and trust could never have entered into the contract!
Claire had said her say: she leant her elbows on the table, and buried
her head in her hands. The clock on the mantelpiece ticked steadily for
an endless five minutes. Then Cecil spoke:--
"I suppose," she said harshly, "you expect me to be grateful for this!"
The sound of her voice was like a blow. Claire looked up, startled,
protesting.
"Oh, Cecil, surely you would rather know?"
"Should I?" Cecil asked slowly. "Should I?" She turned back to the
tireless grate, and her thoughts sped... With her eyes opened she would
not, of course, consent to marry this man who had so meanly abused her
trust, but--suppose she had not known! Suppose in ignorance the
marriage had taken place? If he had been loving, if he had been kind,
would she in after days have regretted the step? At the bottom of her
weary woman's heart, Cecil answered that she would _not_. The fraud was
unpardonable, yet she could have pardoned it, if it had been done for
love of herself. No stately Surrey mansion would have been her home,
but a cottage of three or four rooms, but it would have been her _own_
cottage, her _own_ home. She would have felt pride in keeping it clean
and bright. There would have been some one to work for: some one to
care: some one to whom she _mattered_. And suddenly there came the
thought of another joy that might have been; she held to her breast a
child that was no paid charge, but her very own, bone of her bone, flesh
of her flesh...
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