The Independence of ClaireVaizey, George de Horne, Mrs.
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The Independence of Claire
Vaizey, George de Horne, Mrs.
Love stories; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"What do you generally do on Sundays?" she asked aloud. "There are lots
of other mistresses at your school, aren't there? I suppose you go
about together, and have tea at each other's rooms in the afternoon, and
sit over the fire at night and talk, and brew cocoa, as the girls do in
novels. It all sounds so interesting. The girls are generally rather
plain and very learned; but there is always one among them who is like
you. I don't mean that you are not learned--I'm sure you are--but--er--
pretty, you know, and attractive, and fond of things! And all the
others adore her, and are jealous if she is nicer to one than to the
others..."
Claire grimaced again, more unrestrainedly than before.
"That's not my part. I wish it were. I could play it quite well. The
other mistresses are quite civil and pleasant, but they don't hanker
after me one bit. With two exceptions, the girl I live with, and one
other, I have not spoken to one of them out of school hours. I don't
even know where most of them live."
Janet's face lengthened. Suddenly she turned and asked a sharp direct
question:
"Where are you going on Christmas Day?"
Pride and weakness struggled together in Claire's heart, and pride won.
She would _not_ pose as an object of pity!
"Oh, I'm going--out!" said she with an air, but Janet Willoughby was not
to be put off so easily as that. Her brown eyes sent out a flash of
light. She demanded sternly:
"Where?"
"Really--" Claire tossed her head with the air of a duchess who was so
overburdened with invitations that she found it impossible to make a
choice between them. "Really, don't you know, I haven't quite
decided--"
"Claire Gifford, you mean, horrid girl, don't dare to quibble! You are
going nowhere, and you know it. Nobody has invited you for Christmas
Day; that's why you were crying just now--because you had nowhere to go.
And you would have gone away this morning, and said nothing, and sat
alone in your rooms... I call it _mean_! Talk of the spirit of
Christmas! It's an insult to me and to mother. How do you suppose we
should have felt if we'd found out _afterwards_?"
"W-what else could I do? How could I tell you?" stammered Claire,
blushing. "It would have seemed such a barefaced _hint_, and I detest
hints. And really why should you have felt bad? I'm a stranger.
You've only seen me once. There could be no blame on you. There's no
blame on anyone. It just happens that it doesn't quite fit in to visit
friends at a distance, and in town--well! I'm a stranger, you see. I
_have_ no friends!"
Janet set her lips.
"Just as a matter of curiosity I should like to know exactly what you
_were_ going to do? You said, I believe, that you were going out. And
now you say you had nowhere to go. Both statements can't be true--"
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