The Independence of ClaireVaizey, George de Horne, Mrs.
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The Independence of Claire
Vaizey, George de Horne, Mrs.
Love stories; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"Oh, I am glad you are here! I'm glad to have another girl! Girls
understand. I wish I hadn't opened those horrid old parcels. It's just
as I said--presents are disappointing. Now I feel thoroughly humped and
dumpy! It's so stupid, too, for I know quite well that I've every sane
reason to be pleased. How exasperating it is that one's head and one's
heart so seldom agree!"
Claire gave the plump arm another squeeze, but made no further answer.
She was afraid to show how well she understood. Janet would forget her
hasty words, and believe that her secret was locked within her own
breast; but the other girl realised the position as clearly as if she
had been told in so many words--"I am in love with one man, and another
man is in love with me. I am throwing away the substance for the
shadow!"
"Ah, well, such is life!" continued Janet, sighing. "Now I'm supposed
to go downstairs and be the life of the party! How I do dislike family
parties! Mother says it's the ideal thing for relations to gather
together for Christmas Day, but I've been gathered together for so
_many_ years!"
"You are too well-off, my dear, that's what's the matter! I have never
met a girl before who had so much to make her happy, and yet you are not
satisfied. How would you like to be a High School-mistress living in
poky lodgings, not able to have a holiday because she can't afford two
rents, and getting only one present all told?"
Janet looked at her quickly.
"Have you had only one?"
"I said _a_ High School-mistress, not any special mistress, but I will
be definite if you like. How would you like to be _Me_?"
Janet turned suddenly, laid her free hand on Claire's shoulder, and
stared deeply into her face.
"I--don't--know!" she said slowly. "Sometimes I think it's just what I
should like. I have a great deal, but you have more. Look at our two
faces in that glass!"
She drew Claire round so that they stood in front of the Chippendale
mirror over the mantelpiece, from whence a row of pictured faces stared
back, as though stolidly sitting in judgment. The clear tints of
Claire's skin made Janet look sallow and faded, the dark curve of her
eyebrows under the sweep of gold brown hair, the red lips and deeply
cleft chin, made Janet's indeterminate features look insignificant, the
brown eyes seemed the only definite feature in her face, and they were
clouded with depression.
"Look at yourself," she said deeply, "and look at me!"
It was an awkward moment, and Claire shrugged uncomfortably.
"But my face is--it has to be--my fortune!"
"Oh, beauty! I wasn't thinking of beauty," Janet cried unexpectedly.
"You are very pretty, of course, but heaps of girls are pretty. It's
something more--I suppose it is what is called Charm. When people see
you once, they remember you; they want to see you again. You make a
place for yourself. I am one in a crowd. People like me well enough
when they are with me, but--they forget!"
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