The Infidel; or, the Fall of Mexico. Vol. I.Bird, Robert Montgomery
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The Infidel; or, the Fall of Mexico. Vol. I.
Bird, Robert Montgomery
Mexico -- History -- Conquest, 1519-1540 -- Fiction
"Surely I have," said Juan, mildly, desiring to allay the agitation of
his visitor: "It was told to me, by Villafana, that the senor Camarga
(an insane man, who made an attempt on my life,) was once a monk of St.
Dominic and an Inquisitor, and permitted to revoke his vows for some
worldly purpose, I know not what; and I have heard it also said, that
the sister of Don Hernan was allowed to leave a nunnery, to wed some
great nobleman of Andalusia."
"It is enough," said Magdalena, calmly, "the vow was suspended, not
broken; it will be resumed, when the purpose for which I now live, is
accomplished, and would have been before, but for the accident which
brought me to this land.--Juan Lerma, I will not ask thee why thou
refusest life at my hands: but it is offered thee by one wronged and
defamed, not degraded. If thou live, it is well thou shouldst know the
truth, and remember me without contempt; if thou die, the grave shall
not cover thee in ignorance. Hilario--Start not, frown not, tremble not,
for the truth must be spoken--Hilario abused thy belief, that he might
break my heart, and perhaps, also, thine; for he hated me, because I
repelled his love with contempt, and thee, because he knew--because he
suspected,--that thou wert the cause. You fought; he fell,--and, with
what seemed his dying lips, (for, even in death, his spite was not
diminished,) repeated the demoniacal falsehood; boasting of the
degradation of one whose only shame was that she did not requite his
presumption with a dagger!"
Again the figure of the unhappy girl was elevated by passion into the
port of a destroying deity. But she perceived that Juan was shocked by a
display of fire so unwomanly and, indeed, so fearful; and this instantly
transformed her into another being:
"This too, _this_ too," she cried, shedding tears of humiliation, "this,
too, is a consequence of his malice, for it has converted me into the
thing I am not,--into what seems a fury or a demon. Dost thou believe I
am--dost thou believe I _was_ a creature formed of passions, that should
belong only to men? No! oh heaven, oh no! it is the madness that comes
from the viper's tooth. Stung, vilified, robbed of respect and
happiness, how even can a woman sit down in peace, unless she can die?
unless she can die? She will have her vengeance, believe it; and well is
it for her, when it is won by the hands of a brother or sire.--Yet,
believe this, if thou wilt, for I am not what I was; believe
aught,--anything, save the lies of Hilario. With his dying lips he
defamed me--with his dying hand he revoked the slander, and avowed
himself a villain. Behold the refutation of calumny."
As she spoke, she drew from her bosom, with a trembling grasp, and put
into Juan's, a scrap of paper, on which he read, with extreme surprise,
the following words, traced with a hand feeble and agitated, yet well
known to him,--
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