The Infidel; or, the Fall of Mexico. Vol. I.Bird, Robert Montgomery
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The Infidel; or, the Fall of Mexico. Vol. I.
Bird, Robert Montgomery
Mexico -- History -- Conquest, 1519-1540 -- Fiction
"In this particular," said the lady, with the utmost tranquillity, "you
should have been satisfied, (had it accorded with your nature to believe
any solution of a problem, that was not suggested by your own
imagination,) that the deceptions of others, and no will of my own,
brought me from Santiago to Mexico, in a ship which should have carried
me to Jamaica.--Your allies do not fit out vessels openly for this land,
under the eye of Velasquez.--But why ask you me this? Hast thou no
better device to lure me from my purpose? I came, not to speak of
myself, but of others. Thou couldst have played the lapwing more subtly,
hadst thou dwelt upon the whispers, the nods, the smiles of contempt and
the words of scorn, that heralded a compelled coming, find which requite
an inevitable stay. But learn, if thou hast not yet learned it, that
these things are felt more than they are feared, and that she who has
not deserved it, may sometimes have the courage to endure even a
degrading misconstruction. Why hast thou not insinuated _this_?"
continued the singular being, with a voice that betrayed more feeling
than her pride confessed: "this would have drowned every other thought
in a true woman; for to woman, good name and fame are more than
life-blood,--yes, more than life!--I save thee, however, the trouble; I
am reminded of my condition,--a woman alone in thy camp, alone in thy
hands;--and yet I return to my purpose, which concerns not myself, but
another. Wilt thou have me speak further of myself? If it last till the
midnight, be sure I will yet speak of that which I have in view."
"Of thyself, then, beauteous Infeliz," said Cortes, admiringly; "for I
vow to heaven, thou art the marvel of womankind, whom I desire to
understand even more than to adore. Sit thou upon my barbarian throne,
and I will fling me at thy feet, in token that I acknowledge thy
supremacy in wit, wisdom, subtle observation, determination, and all
other virtues that can grace woman,--ay, or man either; for I swear by
my conscience, I think thou art valiant also, fearing nothing that walks
under heaven or above the abyss. To the throne then, as queen of my
mystery."
"I will answer thee where I stand," said Infeliz, calmly disengaging the
hand which the Conquistador had taken to lead her to the platform; "and
think not, this gallant folly will make me a whit quicker of
apprehension, or reply. Make thy demands, and gain thereby what time
thou wilt to answer mine; for this is thy purpose."
"Well then," said the Captain-General, with a look of not less respect
than curiosity, "make me acquainted with this. Wherefore, as thy coming
hither was so much against thy will, hast thou not once demanded to be
taken back to the islands?"
"Because it is not yet my will to be discharged from your presence,"
replied the lady, calmly.
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