“Here’s my flask. Use it.”
He put the flask into Flynn’s hand. He pressed the hand as he did so.
Then he left the guardroom and walked over to Mary McPhillip.
She left the doorway when she saw him coming. He found her sitting on
the form. He stood beside her, looking at the ground, wrapt in
thought, gripping her shoulder with his right hand. She became
terrified at his attitude, at his silence and the look on his face,
which she could see dimly in the gloom. His face had become ashen
pale. His eyes had sunk and grown glassy. The blood had left his lips.
He was continually grinding his back teeth, slowly.
“Dan,” she whispered at length, “what’s the matter with you?”
He did not answer for several seconds. Then he started, gasped, and
let go her shoulder. He took two paces rapidly towards the door. He
halted and put his hand to his forehead. He wheeled about and looked
at her curiously.
“Oh yes,” he said calmly. “I forgot. Excuse me. I was thinking of
something and I didn’t hear what you said. Let me see. Yes.”
He sat down beside her. He took her right hand gently into both his
own and began to fondle it, with the soft gentle movements of a cat.
He began to speak gently, in a soft, sad voice, looking at the floor
in front of him.
“You’ll have to stay here with me now, Mary,” he said, “until I’m
leaving here. Maybe we’ll have to stay here two hours, maybe more.
Gypo has escaped. I can’t move until I get news of him. The prisoner
has escaped,” he repeated almost inaudibly. “If he can’t be found it
will be the end of me, Mary. He knows so much.”
Mary turned towards him eagerly and swallowed her breath. Her eyes
grew moist and her lips quivered. The gentle tone of his voice went
straight to her heart. It drew her towards him, not with the dreadful
fascination with which she was drawn towards him before, but with a
soft, gentle attraction, like what she had imagined love would be. Not
the calm, calculating, respectable affection she experienced for the
man she intended to marry, Joseph Augustine Short, but that
tumultuous, devouring passion which she had expected real love to be,
the love that was written of in books and poems. Ah! How she could
love him like this! Soft and gentle like this! She could approach him
and touch him, touch something in him that was soft and gentle and
sympathetic and human. He was in danger. Good God! It was good that he
was in danger, if it helped to disclose to her his real self. It had
made him weak, this danger, ridding him of the horrid, impenetrable
strength, that kept him cruel and cold. If she could have him to
herself like this, she would sacrifice even her religion for his love.
Aye! She would even forsake God for him like this.
So she thought, looking at him with tears in her eyes.
She smoothed his shoulder gently with her hand and whispered to him:
“Dan,” she said, “you are in danger. Can I help you, Dan? Dan, you
know I’d give my life for you.”
Gallagher turned towards her slowly.
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