It was then that he noticed the wind, the lifting clouds, and the
far-away sky. He smelt the wind as he breathed in great gasps through
his nostrils, to ease the pressure on his heart and lungs. Then
suddenly, he longed for the mountains and the wide undulating plains
and the rocky passes and the swift-flowing rivers, away to the south
in his own country. Freedom and solitude and quiet, with only the wind
coming through the bog heather! Hiding in some rocky fastness of the
mountains, listening to the wind! Away, away, where nobody could catch
him! To the mountains! To the mountains! Dark blue mountains with
bulging sides and little sheep roaming over them, that he could catch
and kill!
A wild ferocity of joy overcame him. He stared with dilated nostrils
ahead into the rim of the sky above the houses, towards the south. He
gazed, as if he were measuring the distance between him and the
mountains, so as to take a giant leap, that would carry him at once
into the heart of their solitude.
Then he bent down, looking ahead intently. He spat on his hands. He
put his hand to his head to settle his hat. But his hat was not there.
His skull was bare and damp. He felt all over it and found a patch of
clotted blood at the rear base, where it had been kicked during the
struggle in the inquiry room. He took no notice of the blood, but kept
feeling all over the skull, with a dazed look in his eyes, muttering:
“What am I to do without a hat? I had it this two years.”
In the same dazed way he felt all over his body. He uttered a little
shout. He had found it in his trousers pocket, where he had stuffed
it, during the inquiry, when he heard that ominous ring in Gallagher’s
voice. He clapped it on to his skull, all wrinkled and tattered and
tiny. He beat it with his palms, as if it were a mattress. Then, with
a gentle sigh, he darted away, headed due south for the mountains.
He ran recklessly, without thinking of the way, or taking any
precautions. It was the slum district which he knew so well, the
district that enclosed Titt Street, the brothels, the Bogey Hole,
tenement houses, churches, pawnshops, public-houses, ruins, filth,
crime, beautiful women, resplendent idealism in damp cellars, saints
starving in garrets, the most lurid examples of debauchery and vice,
all living thigh to thigh, breast to breast, in that fœtid morass on
the north bank of the Liffey. He ran through narrow streets and great,
wide, yawning streets, lanes and archways, streets patched and
buttressed, with banks of earth from fallen houses almost damming them
in places, pavements strewn with offal, soddened by the rain.
He never made a mistake. He was headed for the mountains. The smell of
the mountains was in his nostrils, flooding his lungs, making his
heart pant with longing.
At last he entered Beresford Place and saw the river. Instinctively he
paused, leaning against a wall, to examine the Bridge. He gasped and
trembled.
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