Trup, trap, trup, trap . . . came the sound of heavy feet coming down
the street in front of him. Two policemen on their beat were coming
along slowly, rattling door chains as they came. Gypo’s heart began to
beat with terror. He thought they were looking for him. In his
bewilderment he could not understand that he was now under police
protection, an informer. He forgot that he had only to rush up to them
and say that the Revolutionary Organization had condemned him to death
and were now tracking him, in order to be taken to a police barracks,
into safety. On the contrary, he still regarded them as his enemies.
His mentality had not yet accustomed itself to the change that his
going in the police-station that evening had wrought in his condition.
To his understanding he was still a revolutionary. He was not at all
conscious of being an informer, or a friend of law and order, a
protégé of the police.
He bolted headlong out of the laneway and clattered away across the
street. He wheeled to the right, ran ten yards and then dived into
another lane. He continued his flight without stopping. He ran without
purpose, without guidance, driven northwards by panic and the
impossibility of thought. He ran headlong in all directions, into a
street, down its course, then to the left, back again in a parallel
line, down once more the street he had left, passing several times the
same corner in his mad flight. He ran desperately, as if he were
chasing some elusive sprite that delighted in turning on its own
tracks. He floundered through pools. He struggled on his hands and
knees over waste plots. He crushed violently through holes in torn
walls. He climbed over piles of bricks, over walls, jumped into
backyards and then climbed back again into another street. He was
scratched, covered with mud, dripping wet. His eyes were bloodshot.
Then suddenly a clock struck the half-hour close by him. It was
half-past four. He stopped dead, attracted by the tolling of the
clock. It was not the sound but the remembrance it brought. He knew
that clock. It was near Katie Fox’s house where he used to sleep. He
stood in the middle of a narrow lane, with his legs wide apart and his
chest and shoulders thrust forward listening to it. His lips were
opened wide.
He stood, like an uncouth, half-formed thing, alone in the half-grey
shadows of the night, wondering at strange things.
“It’s two turns from here,” he murmured, “first to the left, then to
the right. She should be in be now. That must be three or four
o’clock.”
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