A stream of red blood trickled down over his right boot from the wound
in his thigh. Another stream trickled along his right ribs. He did not
know. He was cold and dead. Dead and very cold.
He stopped in the doorway. His eyes expanded. A last passion made his
body rigid. He roared. He had seen Gallagher standing against the
church railings across the road, with his hands in his raincoat
pockets, smiling insolently.
Gypo descended the five steps to the street at one bound. Then as his
right foot landed on the pavement there was a rapid succession of
shots. They came from all sides. Three of them entered his body.
Without bringing his left foot to the pavement he jumped again into
the air, with his two hands reaching out and his face turned upwards,
in the earnest attitude of a symbolic dancer.
He hurtled out into the street, hopping on staggering feet, writhing
and contorting. Then he fell to his knees. He groaned and fell prone.
He struggled up again, looking wildly around him, holding his bowels
with his hands. Gallagher was there in front of him, smiling dreamily
now, with distant, melancholy eyes.
Gallagher shrugged himself and turned away sharply to the right.
Gypo wanted to go after him. But he no longer knew why he wanted to go
after him. His eyes were getting dim. His body was cold. Cold and
dead.
Grinding his teeth he got to his feet. He threw out his chest,
shrugged his shoulders and walked ahead like a drunken man. He walked
slowly straight ahead, straight, stiff, swinging his limp hands
slowly.
He walked through the iron gateway of the church, along the concrete
path to the door. He had to crawl up the steps on his knees. Blood was
coming up his throat.
Reverently he dipped his hand into the holy-water font. He wet his
hand to the wrist. He tried to take off his hat in order to cross
himself. His hand pawed about his skull, but his fingers were already
dead. They could not grip the tattered hat. He tried to cross himself.
Impossible. His hand could not reach his forehead. It went up half-way
and then fell lifelessly. It was a ton weight. He strode to the left.
He staggered through a narrow Roman door. He was in the church.
It was a great high room, curtained with silence. At the altar, away
in the lamp-lit dimness of the dawn, a priest was saying Mass. The
droning sound of the words came down the silent church, peaceful,
laden with the quaint odour of mystery, the mysterious calm of souls
groping after infinite things. All round the church the people knelt
with bent heads and faces wrapt in prayer for infinite things. Sad,
haggard, hungry faces wrapt in the contemplation of infinity, wafted
out of the sordidness of their lives by the contemplation of infinite
things.
Peace and silence and the quaint odour of mystery and of infinite
things.
Deep, long, soft words murmured endlessly in a silent place. Mystery
and the phantoms of death breathing faint breaths.
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