Still . . . as he sat on the stool, stoically smoking his pipe, other
worries came into his mind. If he could not find Gypo and anything
serious happened to himself as a result, what would become of his wife
and his six young children? He hardly ever thought of them seriously,
in this way, with a view to the future. The future held a workers’
republic, somewhere in the distance, when there would be no slums, no
hunger, no sick wives, no children that got the mumps and the rickets
and the German measles and the whooping-cough with devilish
regularity. It never worried him to think that his wife and his six
children were for the moment living in a miserable slum shanty, with
his wife going rapidly into a decline through hard work. That had to
be. The “cause” was above all these things. Why! It was his wife who
often urged him on to give all his time to the “cause” whenever he
became slightly despondent or disheartened, timorous or apathetic.
Ever struggling without reward!
So he thought suddenly. But almost as soon as the thought entered his
brain another thought came in mad, bloodshot pursuit. He pulled
savagely at his pipe and ejected the first thought in terror.
Even “mentally” it was dangerous to think of leaving the Organization
without being expelled. After all . . . terror was the foundation of
his zeal.
He forced himself into his habitual calm. His face assumed the
impenetrable aspect which he had developed during five years of
constant practice. He turned to Biddy Burke again.
“Where did ye say ye saw Gypo carrying on?” he said casually.
Biddy Burke looked at him ferociously, emitting two columns of
cigarette smoke through her fat nostrils.
“I didn’t say I saw him carryin’ on anywhere, Bartly Mulholland,” she
said angrily. “Be the holy! These late years every one o’ ye is as
smart as a corporation lawyer. Now look here, Bartly. I don’t want to
have any truck atall with ye or yer crowd. Ye know that too. I know
ye, me fine bucko, an’ I don’t think . . . eh . . . well o’ course,
Bartly . . . ye know what I mane. . . . It’s not . . . uh . . . that I
mane any harm . . . but a poor woman like mesel’ . . . o’ course I’m
ready as I said before to do me duty for me fellow-men . . . but it’s
like this . . . what does a woman like me gain be gettin’ mixed up in
politics . . . that is o’ course . . . look here,” she continued in a
lower voice, “I heard he was up in Aunt Betty’s, raisin’ hell up
there. He was one o’ your crowd, wasn’t he?”
Mulholland looked at her sombrely. She drew back immediately.
“Well, ye know me well, Bartly,” she muttered apologetically and
nervously. “I’m not sayin’ anythin’ out o’ place. Am I, girls? Sure——”
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