Then suddenly, as he sat there, bolt upright on his seat, massive,
those unspeakable terrors crowded into his mind. They came ready-made,
fully matured, nauseating like bilious attacks, sharp and biting like
bayonet wounds, heavy and ponderous like palpitations of the heart.
They came, one, two, three, four . . . scores of them, lining up in
his brain, shoulder to shoulder, in a mass, standing there solidly and
then immediately disappearing like ghosts without a sound and giving
place to others. There was a mass of them but each one was distinct.
Each had its own peculiar silent screech. Each had its own peculiar
demoniac grin. Each had its own peculiar . . . damn them all! The
curse of them was that he did not know what they were. It seemed that
his personality was bound in chains and he was unable to grapple with
the cursed things. He must sit still, bolt upright on his wooden form,
and permit them to stand there unchallenged in his brain. He was
helpless. A cold sweat came out through every pore of his body.
Four seconds passed. Then his mind began to grope about among the
terrors, timorously, like a snail that has been touched and has gone
into his shell feigning death and has come out again touching blades
of grass suspiciously and wriggling its horns. Gypo opened his
nostrils and his mouth. He drew in a deep breath through both organs
simultaneously. The cold sweat suddenly became warm. His blood flooded
his head with a surging movement. He became ferocious. At first his
eyes narrowed and his eyebrows that were like snouts bent down. Then
his eyes opened wide and his eyebrows lifted, like guns that are
elevated in order to train them on a target. His lower lip dropped.
His mind began to work methodically. The terrors vanished out of it
and gave place to an iron determination to fight to the bitter end.
With his blood maddened by alcohol, he became conscious of the vast
strength in his body. He almost experienced a feeling of happiness at
this opportunity for using it. It was that savage joy that is always
present in the Irish soul in time of danger, the great fighting spirit
of our race, born of the mists and the mountains and the gurgling
torrents and the endless clamour of the sea.
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