De Mersch's face had an extraordinary quality that I seemed to notice in all the faces around me--a quality of the flesh that seemed to lose all luminosity, of the eyes that seemed forever to have a tendency to seek the ground, to avoid the sight of the world. When he brightened to answer her it was as if with effort. It seemed as if a weight were on the mind of the whole world--a preoccupation that I shared without understanding. She herself, a certain absent-mindedness apart, seemed the only one that was entirely unaffected. As we sat side by side in the little carriage, she said suddenly: "They are coming to the end of their tether, you see." I shrank away from her a little--but I did not see and did not want to see. I said so. It even seemed to me that de Mersch having got over the troubles _là bas_, was taking a new lease of life. "I _did_ think," I said, "a little time ago that ..." The wheels of the coupé suddenly began to rattle abominably over the cobbles of a narrow street. It was impossible to talk, and I was thrown back upon myself. I found that I was in a temper--in an abominable temper. The sudden sight of that man, her method of greeting him, the intimacy that the scene revealed ... the whole thing had upset me. Of late, for want of any alarms, in spite of groundlessness I had had the impression that I was the integral part of her life. It was not a logical idea, but strictly a habit of mind that had grown up in the desolation of my solitude. We passed into one of the larger boulevards, and the thing ran silently. "That de Mersch was crumbling up," she suddenly completed my unfinished sentence; "oh, that was only a grumble--premonitory. But it won't take long now. I have been putting on the screw. Halderschrodt will ... I suppose he will commit suicide, in a day or two. And then the--the fun will begin." I didn't answer. The thing made no impression--no mental impression at all. CHAPTER FOURTEEN