The Initials: A Story of Modern LifeTautphoeus, Jemima Montgomery, Baroness
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The Initials: A Story of Modern Life
Tautphoeus, Jemima Montgomery, Baroness
Bavaria (Germany) -- Fiction; British -- Germany -- Fiction; Love stories
“Pray do not imagine anything of that kind,” said Hamilton, colouring
deeply; “she is merely one of those soft, yielding sort of beings, who,
with a more than sufficiency of vanity and coquetry in their nature, are
ready to fancy themselves and others in love without rightly knowing
what the feeling is. This Hildegarde is worth a hundred such. I like her
decision of character, and she is certainly very handsome.”
“Handsome! she is perfectly beautiful!” cried Zedwitz; “and I am
convinced she is as amiable as beautiful!”
“If you are convinced of _that_, you are very wrong to give her up as
you are doing. Try what time and perseverance will do.”
“My dear Hamilton, if you had spoken to her, if you had even seen her
when I pleaded my cause, you would think differently. When we meet
again, it will be as common acquaintances. But every moment is precious,
and I must now be off. I shall take post-horses at the next town, and
hope to reach Seon in the afternoon. I hope most sincerely that my
sister has had no opportunity of speaking to my father. I shall scarcely
be at Seon when you return; but you know my address in Munich, and I
shall expect to see you directly you arrive there. Adieu!”
He sprang into the carriage, bowed to the occupants of the
breakfast-table, and drove off, while Hamilton, leaning against the door
of the house, looked after him. “So,” he thought, “this is the man I
fancied full of German romance and enthusiasm! Why, my brother John
could not have resigned himself to his fate more easily; but then he
would have made a parade of his indifference. Englishmen are fond of
doing so, while Germans, I suspect, are disposed to pretend to more
feeling than they possess. Yet, after all, what could he have done?
Shoot himself, like Werter? Absurd? What should I have done? I have not
the most remote idea; but, then, I have never got beyond temporary
admiration for anyone. Very odd, too. Jack says he was in love before he
was twelve years old. Precocious fellow! Zedwitz was right the other day
when he said that my feelings and ideas were not those of a man of my
time of life. However, I flatter myself that what I have lost in what he
calls freshness of feeling, I have gained in other respects, and can
now, in spite of my youth, calmly contemplate what is going on about me,
while Zedwitz, so many years my senior, has been acting with all the
rash impetuosity of a boy.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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