The Initials: A Story of Modern LifeTautphoeus, Jemima Montgomery, Baroness
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The Initials: A Story of Modern Life
Tautphoeus, Jemima Montgomery, Baroness
Bavaria (Germany) -- Fiction; British -- Germany -- Fiction; Love stories
“I thought you would have blamed me more,” continued Hildegarde,
fastening the candle steadily, “but even your judgment, with all its
severity, cannot equal my own in rigour, when the moment of anger is
past. Crescenz forgave me directly, and in her good nature tried soon to
excuse my loss of temper, and to reconcile me to myself.”
“A fault must be forgiven when so acknowledged,” said Hamilton, lightly.
“But instead of talking of faults, which, by-the-by, is not the most
agreeable subject of conversation, suppose you read me this dream, which
was so unpleasantly interrupted this evening.”
“Not now,” said Hildegarde, “but I intend to write it out, and we can
read it together to-morrow when Mr. Biedermann is gone.”
“No time like the present,” said Hamilton, pointing to a place beside
him on the sofa. “Come, suppose we read the whole book?”
“If it were not so late, I should have no objection.”
“From your conversation this evening, I should not have expected you to
make difficulties about such a trifle.”
“Conversation this evening,” repeated Hildegarde, thoughtfully.
“Have you then already forgotten all you said in defence of your
cousin?” asked Hamilton, half laughing, while with his hand he gently
induced her to take the unoccupied place beside him. “I thought your
memory was more retentive.”
“But my defence of Oscar has no sort of connection with my remaining
here until two or three o’clock in the morning to read Heine’s poems!”
said Hildegarde, quietly fixing her large blue eyes on Hamilton’s face,
with an expression of such perfect confidence, that his previous
resolutions and his brother’s opinion lost at once all influence over
him, and not for any consideration would he have shaken the reliance on
his integrity legible in every feature of his companion’s face. He
blushed deeply, as he answered evasively—“Perhaps there is more
connection than you are aware of; but you must wait until to-morrow, and
then if you wish it, I will tell you what I meant.”
“But why not now? I detest delay—besides, I shall forget to ask you
to-morrow.”
“No, you will not forget,” said Hamilton, laughing.
“But why will you not tell me now?” asked Hildegarde.
“Because I fear to shock you unnecessarily.”
“But I am not easily shocked,” observed Hildegarde.
“So I perceived from what you said this evening.”
“It is really not generous of you to harp continually on my defence of
Oscar; I am willing to acknowledge that you were quite right in what you
said about him—I know, too, I was wrong to be angry with mamma and
Crescenz—but I do not like to be so perpetually reminded of my faults by
you—you are not old enough—and—and—you bore me with your real or
affected superiority.”
“Did I affect superiority we should never have quarrelled,” replied
Hamilton, with evident vexation; “I only quarrel with my equals.”
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