The Initials: A Story of Modern LifeTautphoeus, Jemima Montgomery, Baroness
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The Initials: A Story of Modern Life
Tautphoeus, Jemima Montgomery, Baroness
Bavaria (Germany) -- Fiction; British -- Germany -- Fiction; Love stories
“Oh, yes, I want to speak to you—about myself, not Oscar.”
“A much more interesting subject,” observed Hamilton.
“But then,” said Hildegarde, hesitating, “you will probably give me some
severe answer, and make me repent my humility.”
“I promise to give you no severe answer,” said Hamilton, exceedingly
flattered.
“Then I must beg of you to forget what I said just now. I am quite aware
that I have more faults than people generally have, and if you will take
the trouble to correct them, I shall be obliged to you. I have spent
almost the whole of my life at school among girls of my own age, so, of
course, I must know very little of the manners and customs of the world.
I see Crescenz’s simplicity quickly enough, and to avoid falling into
her errors, I try to act differently in every respect. Now, Crescenz,
with all her weaknesses, makes herself beloved—not more than she
deserves, for she is the most amiable creature in the world, while I am
universally disliked. I think, therefore, that something must be wrong;
I have no person whose advice I can ask. Papa overrates as much as mamma
underrates me, and neither of them understands me at all. Do you
remember one evening mamma’s saying that you, as an unbiassed looker-on,
could judge between us? I refused you as arbitrator then, because I knew
you liked mamma better than me; but I am now willing to accept of you as
judge, Mentor, or whatever you please, for I am convinced that you only
dislike me just enough to see my faults without exaggerating them; so I
promise to bear your corrections with as much patience as my natural
impatience will allow.”
During this speech Hamilton had been leaning against the wall,
endeavouring to look as sage as Hildegarde evidently thought him; his
eyes were bent on the ground, but a smile of ineffable satisfaction
played round his mouth. Not for a moment did he hesitate to undertake
the dangerous task. He would direct her studies, correct her faults, and
make her mind as perfect as her form! What words he made use of to
express this most magnanimous resolution he himself never could
recollect; that he had spoken intelligibly was evident, for Hildegarde
held out her hand and smiled brilliantly as she once more turned to the
door. “I think,” she said, with some hesitation, “I think I could sleep
more soundly to-night if you would begin your office at once, and tell
me what I have done to-day that is reprehensible.”
“I must of course, if you desire it.”
“Let me guess. It is not Oscar’s defence?”
“No; we have already discussed that subject,” replied Hamilton.
“My—my losing my temper this evening, when mamma made the remark about
Oscar’s saying she was his aunt?”
Hamilton shook his head.
“Well, then, my obstinacy about reading the book?”
“Humph!—obstinacy is certainly a fault, but was not what I meant on the
present occasion.”
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