The Initials: A Story of Modern LifeTautphoeus, Jemima Montgomery, Baroness
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The Initials: A Story of Modern Life
Tautphoeus, Jemima Montgomery, Baroness
Bavaria (Germany) -- Fiction; British -- Germany -- Fiction; Love stories
Hamilton would gladly have revoked his last speech, had it been
possible—he felt that anger and jealousy had dictated every word—but it
was too late; Hildegarde gave him no time for a recantation, she had
left the room with even more than her usual impetuosity. He no longer
attempted to deceive himself as to the nature of his feelings towards
her; it only remained for him to consider how he should in future act.
That she did not care for him was evident, and the little advance which
he had made in her good opinion and confidence, he feared he had now
lost. For a moment he thought of a retreat to Vienna, but then the idea
of flying from an incidental and perfectly harmless flirtation was too
absurd! Besides—could he hope that chance would be again so favourable,
and place him on the same terms of intimacy with another family? It was
not to be expected; so he resolved to remain where he was—but to employ
his time differently. He would study more with Biedermann—attend
lectures at the university, ride, walk, call at the English
Ambassador’s, be presented at court, make acquaintance with the English
in Munich, and accept evening invitations. Hildegarde’s indifference
should be met with at least apparent indifference on his part, and he
would take care she should never discover the interest which he now knew
he could not help attaching to her most trifling actions. A low
murmuring of suppressed voices from the adjoining room, which he had
indistinctly heard, at length ceased altogether, leaving nothing but
footsteps of an occasional passenger through the solitary street to
break the silence of the night. He felt irritated and impatient, and,
hoping that a walk by moonlight might have a tranquillising effect, he
turned quickly from the window. Great was his astonishment on
discovering Crescenz standing beside him—tears stood in her eyes, as she
laid her hand on his arm to detain him, and said in a scarcely audible
voice, “I must ask you a question—will you answer me?”
“Certainly,” replied Hamilton, much surprised.
“Did you tell Major Stultz this evening that you had never admired—never
liked me?”
“No—I rather think I said I admired both you and your sister
exceedingly.”
“I know you did,” cried Crescenz, “I heard what you said, and remember
it perfectly—and now he—he wants to persuade me that I am mistaken, and
assures me you greatly prefer Hildegarde, and that you said so to him
most explicitly this evening!”
“Must I then account for every idle word!” cried Hamilton, impatiently.
“Surely it ought to be a matter of indifference to you what I said!”
“Hush—do not speak so loud—he is there.”
“Who?”
“Major Stultz. He is waiting for me. I have such reliance on you, that I
have told him I cannot believe what he has said. And now answer my
question quickly. Have you ceased to care for me? and do you prefer
Hildegarde?”
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