The Initials: A Story of Modern LifeTautphoeus, Jemima Montgomery, Baroness
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The Initials: A Story of Modern Life
Tautphoeus, Jemima Montgomery, Baroness
Bavaria (Germany) -- Fiction; British -- Germany -- Fiction; Love stories
“You have no cause—although I am sorry to be obliged to confess to you
that I too begin to find Hildegarde altogether irresistible, but she
does not care in the least for me, and even were it otherwise, my case
is more hopeless than yours. Your parents will at least vouchsafe to
make a flattering opposition, which, as you are an only son, _must_
terminate in consent if you are firm—mine would overwhelm me with
scornful ridicule were I to hint at anything so preposterous as an early
marriage. It is I, in fact, who ought to be jealous, and desperately
jealous too, if you knew but all.”
“But her anxiety about you just now——”
“Was more natural than flattering,” said Hamilton; “she has got the
habit of taking care of me during my illness, and even lately exacts a
sort of obedience in trifles, which, however, I willingly pay, as she
allows me to tyrannise in other respects.”
“But still, I consider you so very dangerous a rival——” began Zedwitz.
“By no means, for though I wish to gain some of Hildegarde’s esteem, if
not affection, I can never speak to her seriously on that subject which
alone could interfere with your wishes.”
“Do you advise me then to persevere?” asked Zedwitz.
“I must in future decline advising,” replied Hamilton; “my confession
just now was in fact tantamount to an acknowledgment of my incapacity to
do so.”
“Ah, bah!” cried Zedwitz, “your manner has convinced me that your love
is not very deep-rooted—my fears are more for her than for you. If she
once liked you, and confessed it, there is no saying how serious the
affair might become.”
“Very true,” said Hamilton, “you might in that case prepare for a voyage
to the moon, where you would be sure to find my senses in a little
phial, nicely corked and labelled.”
“Pshaw! Tell me seriously, what would you do in such a case?”
“Seriously—I believe I should act like a fool. Apply to my father with
the certainty of being refused, and laughed at into the bargain—write to
my Uncle Jack, that he might have time to make a new will and disinherit
me—and then, perhaps, enter into a seven years’ engagement.”
“Hildegarde would never consent to anything so absurd.”
“Not at present—but I thought you supposed her to return my——”
“Hang the supposition!” cried Zedwitz, impatiently, and they walked on
in silence until Zedwitz again spoke: “I wish, Hamilton, that at least
you would promise to tell me if ever you do enter into any kind of
engagement with Hildegarde.”
“No,” said Hamilton, firmly, “I will make no such promise. Let us start
fair, we both love her, each after his own manner. I will be honourable,
and tell you that you stand high in her estimation, and that the fear of
the opposition of your family, and not indifference on her part, caused
her former refusal. I have had to combat with her personal dislike, and
if I have overcome it, a very lukewarm kind of regard has taken place.
To counterbalance your advantages, I live in the same house, and see her
daily—hourly—often alone.”
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