The Initials: A Story of Modern LifeTautphoeus, Jemima Montgomery, Baroness
General
The Initials: A Story of Modern Life
Tautphoeus, Jemima Montgomery, Baroness
Bavaria (Germany) -- Fiction; British -- Germany -- Fiction; Love stories
“Do you really wish me to go?” he asked, hesitatingly. “Do you remain
willingly with your cousin? Remember,” he added indignantly, “the
nearest relationship cannot authorise such——”
Count Raimund made a violent gesture—Hildegarde placed herself between
them, and said hurriedly, “I—I do wish to speak to Oscar,” and Hamilton
instantly left them.
Directly he was gone her manner totally changed. “Your question, Oscar,
and quickly,” she said, haughtily, “I have no intention of remaining on
the cold staircase more than a few minutes.”
“Gently, gently, Hildegarde—you think the danger is over now your
treasure is out of sight—but you see how ready he is to quarrel, with
all his coolness—be careful, for——”
“Your question,” said Hildegarde, leaning against the wall, with a sigh
of resignation.
“Did this a—this Englishman condescend to claim his sledging right from
you?”
“No.”
“Did he not think it worth while?” said Raimund, sneeringly.
“Very probably. Have you anything else to observe?”
“Yes, false girl!” cried Raimund, vehemently, “you know this is not the
case—you know this is not the case—you know he loves you—his every look
betrays him; but, by heaven, if you grant him what I, your nearest
relative, have so long implored in vain—his life shall be the forfeit——”
“Always threatening!” exclaimed Hildegarde, indignantly.
“It is my only means to obtain a moment’s attention from you. He little
knows that to his influence alone I am indebted for every favour—for
every common civility I receive from you!”
“He little knows that, indeed!” said Hildegarde, bitterly, “were he
aware of it, he would soon release me from my thraldom.”
“Tell him—tell him. I desire nothing more than that matters should come
to extremities. Your look incredulous, Hildegarde. Hear me, and judge
for yourself. Pecuniary difficulties have often made men put an end to
their existence—and you know what mine are! Add to this a violent and
hopeless love, and the certainty of being obliged, in a week or ten
days, to marry a person for whom I never can feel a particle of either
affection or admiration!”
“But who is worthy of both!” cried Hildegarde.
“Perhaps so—I wish Marie every happiness with another—for myself,” he
added, folding his arms and looking musingly down the stairs; “I wish to
die, to die soon—and quickly—but not by my own hand. They say it is a
fearful crime to commit suicide. Were I certain of being shot by
Hamilton, I should not hesitate—he must then leave Bavaria and you for
ever—but the chances are I should shoot him—I hate him so intensely that
the temptation would be more than I could resist.”
“Horrible!” cried Hildegarde, covering her face with her hands. “How can
you deliberately think of committing murder?”
“That’s it—that’s what I mean; you see, Hildegarde, death is my only
resource; but I shudder at the thought of staining my hands with other
blood than my own. The double crime is more than I can resolve upon.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account