The Initials: A Story of Modern LifeTautphoeus, Jemima Montgomery, Baroness
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The Initials: A Story of Modern Life
Tautphoeus, Jemima Montgomery, Baroness
Bavaria (Germany) -- Fiction; British -- Germany -- Fiction; Love stories
“He appeared so to me,” continued Hildegarde, shuddering. “I saw him
change colour as I grasped the rope; but, with wonderful coolness, he
advised me to refrain from summoning witnesses to my being in his room
at such an hour of the night; that I had entered willingly, and no human
being would believe my assertion of innocence, as unfortunately his
reputation was such that mine would be lost should I be seen and
recognised. Though trembling with anger, I perceived the justice of his
remark, and carefully avoided ringing, though I held the cord tighter
than ever. He came nearer and nearer, and talked long about his love,
and hatred of you. I was too much agitated to understand much of what he
said; and I believe he perceived it at last, for he threw himself at my
feet and declared he would die there. I pushed back his hands with
disgust, and told him that he need not hope again to terrify me—I knew
he had no thought of dying, but I once more requested him to open the
door and give me my liberty. He started up frantically, and taking a
small pistol from the table, again approached me. I asked him if he
intended to murder me. He looked capable of that or anything else at the
moment, and when he pointed it towards his own head, I——” Hildegarde
paused, and covered her face with her hands. Hamilton did not speak, and
she again continued. “I did not—indeed, I did not for a moment think him
serious, he was such a consummate actor! I had seen him in less than
half an hour change from calm to furious so often, that I thought this
was only a new effort to work upon my feelings; I never could—had I
dreamed of the consequences—at all events, I shall never, never be able
to forgive myself!”
“You have not told me what you did,” said Hamilton, in a low voice.
“I—laughed—and no sooner had he heard the horrid mocking sound of my
forced laughter, than he pulled the trigger, and fell, so horribly
mangled, to the ground!” She leaned against the corner of a house, and
gasped for breath. “Do you think,” she asked, at length, “do you think
that I was the immediate cause of his death?”
“No,” said Hamilton. “I can give you nearly the assurance that he had
intended to commit suicide—this very night perhaps—his table was covered
with letters, and one, addressed to you, I brought away with me.”
“Now, heaven be praised that this sin is not on my soul!” she cried,
fervently, and then added, “I have nothing more to tell you: I don’t
know how the time passed until you came—it appeared very long, but I
never thought of going away. You will understand why I was so dilatory
in opening the door, when you recollect that the key was in the pocket
of his waistcoat.”
“And now,” said Hamilton, hurrying towards Madame Berger’s house, “let
me recommend secrecy. I do not think anyone will imagine that we know of
this melancholy affair. Should we speak of it, we might be suspected of
knowing more than we may be disposed to relate.”
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