"I have but little to say," he replied. "Everybody in the College
knows that I have always been opposed to the methods adopted by the
Suffragan and the College. During the last few days, however, I have
been enabled to go back once more to the half-forgotten Past, and have
experienced once more the Emotions of which you have robbed Life. I
have seen once more, after many, many years, the Fighting Passion, the
Passion of Private Rights, and"--his voice dropped to a whisper--"I
have experienced once more the Passion of Love." He stooped and kissed
the woman Mildred on the forehead. "I regret that we did not succeed.
Had we not been caught, we should by this time have been beyond your
power--the Secret with us, to use or not, as we pleased--with a company
strong enough to defy you, and with the old Life again before us, such
as we enjoyed before you robbed us of it. We should have welcomed the
old Life, even under the old conditions: we welcome, instead of it, the
Thing which, only to think of, makes your hearts almost to stop beating
with fear and horror."
He stopped. That was a speech likely to win indulgence from the Court,
was it not?
I turned to the woman Mildred.
"And you?" I asked.
"What have I to say? The Present I loathe--I loathe--I loathe. I
would not go back to it if you offered me instant release with that
condition. I have found Love. Let me die--let me die--let me die!"
She clung to her lover passionately, weeping and sobbing. He soothed
her and caressed her. John Lax, behind me, snorted.
Then I asked the girl Christine what she wished to say.
She laughed--she actually laughed.
"Oh!" she said, "in return for the past weeks, there is no punishment
which I would not cheerfully endure. We have had--oh! the most
delightful time. It has been like a dream. Oh! Cruel, horrid, wicked
men! You found such a Life in the old Time, and you destroyed it; and
what have you given us in return? You have made us all equal who were
born unequal. Go, look at the sad and heavy faces of the People. You
have taken away everything, deliberately. You have destroyed all--all.
You have left nothing worth living for. Why, I am like Mildred. I
would not go back to the Present again if I could! Yes, for one thing
I would--to try and raise a Company of Men--not sheep--and hound them
on to storm this place, and to kill--yes, to kill"--the girl looked
so dangerous that any thought of mercy was impossible--"every one who
belongs to this Accursed House of Life!"
Here was a pretty outcome of study in the Museum! Here was a firebrand
let loose among us straight from the bad old Nineteenth Century! And we
had allowed this girl actually to grow up in our very midst.
Well, she finished, and stood trembling with rage, cheeks burning, eyes
flashing--a very fury.
I invited the Court to retire to the Inner House, and took their
opinions one by one.
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