My first relations with the spider were nothing less than agreeable.
In my poverty-blighted childhood, while I toiled alone (as I have
said in my book on "The People") in the then ruinous and desolate
printing-office of my father, the temporary workshop was in a kind of
cellar, sufficiently well lighted,--being a cellar in the boulevard
where my family resided, but on the ground-floor so far as concerned
the adjoining street. Through a large grated window the mid-day sun
obliquely lighted up the sombre case where I put together my little
leaden letters. There, at the angle of the wall, I distinctly perceived
a prudent spider, which, supposing the stray sunbeam would bring some
imprudent fly for its breakfast, drew near my case. This sunbeam,
falling not in its corner but nearer me, was a natural temptation to
invite its closer approach. In spite of my innate disgust, I admired
the progressive ratio of timid, slow, and prudent experiment by which
it ascertained the character of him to whose mercy it virtually
confided its very existence. It watched me closely with all its eight
eyes, and propounded to itself the problem, "Is he, or is he not, an
enemy?"
Without analyzing its figure, or very clearly distinguishing its
eyes, I felt that I was observed and watched; and apparently this
observation, in the long run, proved favourable to me. By the instinct
of work, perhaps (which is very great in its species), it perceived
that I was really a peaceful labourer, and that I was busy, like
itself, in weaving my cobweb. However this may be, it abandoned its
stratagems and precautions with a quick decision, as if adopting an
adventurous and somewhat perilous step. Not without grace it descended
upon its thread, and planted itself resolutely on our respective
frontier--the edge of my case, favoured, at that moment, with a golden
ray of the sickly sun.
I was divided between two sentiments. I confess that I did not
relish so close an intimacy,--the figure of such a friend pleased
me but little; on the other hand, this prudent and observant being,
which certainly did not lavish its confidence, seemed to say to me:
"Wherefore should I not enjoy a little of thy sun? So different in
nature, we have nevertheless arrived together from our necessitous toil
and cold obscurity at this sweet banquet of light. Let us take heart,
and fraternize. This ray which you permit me to share, receive it from
me, and preserve it. In another half century, it will kindle up your
winter."
As the little black fairy said this in its own language, whispering
low, very low--in fact, it could not be lower (for it is thus that
fairies speak)--I marked the effect of it vaguely, and it slumbered in
my mind. The circumstance, however, was recalled for a brief while some
years ago; and again, after a long interval, it has been revived on
this very day, when for the first time I record and explain it.
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