The Inside of the Cup — CompleteChurchill, Winston
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The Inside of the Cup — Complete
Churchill, Winston
Attitude change -- Fiction; Christian ethics -- Fiction; Christian life -- Fiction; Conscience -- Religious aspects -- Fiction
As for Hodder, something held him back--some dread that he could not at
once define. And while he groped for it, he stood staring at the man on
the bed, for the hand of love had drawn back the sheet from the face.
The battle was over of this poor weakling against the world; the
torments of haunting fear and hate, of drink and despair had triumphed.
The sight of the little group of toys brought up the image of the home
in Alder Street as the wife had pictured it. Was it possible that this
man, who had gone alone to the bridge in the night, had once been happy,
content with life, grateful for it, possessed of a simple trust in his
fellow-men--in Eldon Parr? Once more, unsummoned, came the memory of
that evening of rain and thunder in the boy's room at the top of the
great horse in Park Street. He had pitied Eldon Parr then. Did he now?
He crossed the room, on tiptoe, as though he feared to wake once more
this poor wretch to his misery and hate, Gently he covered again the
face with the sheet.
Suddenly he knew the reason of his dread,--he had to face the woman!
He was a minister of Christ, it was his duty to speak to her, as he had
spoken to others in the hour of sorrow and death, of the justice and
goodness of the God to whom she had prayed in the church. What should he
say, now? In an agony of spirit, he sat down on the little couch beside
the window and buried his face in his hands. The sight of poor Garvin's
white and wasted features, the terrible contrast between this miserable
tenement and the palace with its unseen pictures and porcelains and
tapestries, brought home to him with indescribable poignancy his own
predicament. He was going to ask this woman to be comforted by faith
and trust in the God of the man who had driven her husband to death! He
beheld Eldon Parr in his pew complacently worshipping that God, who had
rewarded him with riches and success--beheld himself as another man in
his white surplice acquiescing in that God, preaching vainly....
At last he got to his feet, went out of the room, reached the doorway
of that other room and looked in. Mr. Bentley sat there; and the woman,
whose tears had ceased to flow, was looking up into his face.
II
“The office ensuing,” says the Book of Common Prayer, meaning the Burial
of the Dead, “is not to be used for any Unbaptized adult, any who die
excommunicate, or who have laid violent hands on themselves.”
Hodder had bought, with a part of Nan Ferguson's money, a tiny plot in
a remote corner of Winterbourne Cemetery. And thither, the next morning,
the body of Richard Garvin was taken.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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