The Inside of the Cup — CompleteChurchill, Winston
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The Inside of the Cup — Complete
Churchill, Winston
Attitude change -- Fiction; Christian ethics -- Fiction; Christian life -- Fiction; Conscience -- Religious aspects -- Fiction
“I think I have,” the rector answered calmly, “it lies in personality. I
do not know whether you will agree with me that the Church at large has
a future, and I will confess to you that there was a time when I thought
she had not. I see now that she has, once given to her ministers that
freedom to develop of which you speak. In spite of the fact that truth
has gradually been revealed to the world by what may be called an
Apostolic Succession of Personalities,--Augustine, Dante, Francis of
Assisi, Luther, Shakespeare, Milton, and our own Lincoln and Phillips
Brooks,--to mention only a few,--the Church as a whole has been blind to
it. She has insisted upon putting the individual in a straitjacket, she
has never recognized that growth is the secret of life, that the clothes
of one man are binding on another.”
“Ah, you are right--a thousand times right,” cried the librarian.
“You have read Royce, perhaps, when he says, 'This mortal shall put on
individuality--'”
“No,” said the rector, outwardly cool, but inwardly excited by the
coruscation of this magnificent paraphrase of Paul's sentence, by the
extraordinary turn the conversation had taken. “I am ashamed to own that
I have not followed the development of modern philosophy. The books
I have just returned, on historical criticism,” he went on, after a
moment's hesitation, “infer what my attitude has been toward modern
thought. We were made acquainted with historical criticism in the
theological seminary, but we were also taught to discount it. I have
discounted it, refrained from reading it,--until now. And yet I have
heard it discussed in conferences, glanced over articles in the reviews.
I had, you see, closed the door of my mind. I was in a state where
arguments make no impression.”
The librarian made a gesture of sympathetic assent, which was also a
tribute to the clergyman's frankness.
“You will perhaps wonder how I could have lived these years in an
atmosphere of modern thought and have remained uninfluenced. Well, I
have recently been wondering--myself.” Hodder smiled. “The name of Royce
is by no means unfamiliar to me, and he taught at Harvard when I was
an undergraduate. But the prevailing philosophy of that day among the
students was naturalism. I represent a revolt from it. At the seminary I
imbibed a certain amount of religious philosophy--but I did not continue
it, as thousands of my more liberal fellow-clergymen have done. My
religion 'worked' during the time, at least, I remained in my first
parish. I had no interest in reconciling, for instance, the doctrine of
evolution with the argument for design. Since I have been here in this
city,” he added, simply, “my days have been filled with a continued
perplexity--when I was not too busy to think. Yes, there was an
unacknowledged element of fear in my attitude, though I comforted myself
with the notion that opinions, philosophical and scientific, were in a
state of flux.”
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