Scotland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
SPEID rode home without seeing a step of the way, though he never put
his horse out of a walk; he was like a man inheriting a fortune which
has vanished before he has had time to do more than sign his name to
the document that makes it his. But, in spite of the misery of their
parting, he could not and would not realize that it was final. He was
hot and tingling with the determination to wear down Lady Eliza’s
opposition; for he had decided, with Cecilia’s concurrence or without
it, to see her himself, and to do what he could to bring home to her
the ruin she was making of two lives.
He could not find any justice in her standpoint; if she had refused to
admit him to her house or her acquaintance, there might have been some
reason in her act, but she had acknowledged him as a neighbour, invited
him to Morphie, and had at times been on the verge of friendliness. She
knew that, in spite of any talk that was afloat, he had been well
received by the people of the county, for the fact that he had not
mixed much with them was due to his own want of inclination for the
company offered him. He was quite man of the world enough to see that
his presence was more than welcome wherever mothers congregated who had
daughters to dispose of, and, on one or two occasions of the sort, he
remembered that Lady Eliza had been present, and knew she must have
seen it too.
As he had no false pride, he had also no false humility, for the two
are so much alike that it is only by the artificial light of special
occasions that their difference can be seen. He had believed that Lady
Eliza would be glad to give him Cecilia. He knew very well that the
girl had no fortune, for it was a truth which the female part of the
community were not likely to let a young bachelor of means forget; and
he had supposed that a man who could provide for her, without taking
her four miles from the gates of Morphie, would have been a desirable
suitor in Lady Eliza’s eyes. Her opposition must, as he had been told,
be rooted in an unknown obstacle; but, more ruthless than Cecilia, he
was not going to let the hidden thing rest. He would drag it to the
light, and deal with it as he would deal with anything which stood in
his way to her. Few of us are perfect; Gilbert certainly was not, and
he did not care what Lady Eliza felt. It was not often that he had set
his heart upon a woman, and he had never set his heart and soul upon
one before. If he had not been accustomed to turn back when there was
no soul in the affair, he was not going to do so now that it was a
deeper question.
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