Scotland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
A woman had been got from the town to help in nursing her, a good
enough soul, but, with one of those strange whims which torment the
sick, Lady Eliza could not endure her in the room, and she sat in the
dressing-room waiting to do anything that was wanted. Trained nurses
were unknown outside hospitals in those days.
Robert had remained all night at Morphie after the accident and had sat
by the bedside while she was conscious of his presence.
‘I owe you my life,’ he said to her; ‘oh, Eliza! why did you do that?
My worthless existence could have so well been spared!’
He went home in the morning, to return again later, and Cecilia, who
had been resting, went back to her post. The doctor now said that his
patient might linger for days and departed to his business in Kaims for
a few hours.
‘Robert!’ said Lady Eliza, suddenly.
‘It is I, ma’am; here I am,’ answered the girl, laying her fingers upon
her arm; there was no recognition in the eyes which stared, with
unnatural brilliance, into her face.
‘Robert,’ said the voice from the bed, ‘I can never go to Whanland; you
shall not try to take me there ... she is not there--I know that very
well--she is out on the sands--dead and buried under the sand---- But
she can’t marry him.... I could never see her if she went to
Whanland.... How can I part with her? Cecilia, you will not go?’
‘Here I am, dearest aunt, here I am.’ She leaned over Lady Eliza. ‘You
can see me; I am close to you.’
‘Is that impostor gone?’ asked Lady Eliza.
‘Yes, yes, he has gone,’ answered Cecilia, in a choked voice.
A look came into Lady Eliza’s face as though her true mind were
battling, like a swimmer, with the waves of delirium.
‘I have never told Cecilia that he is Fullarton’s son,’ she said, ‘I
have never told anyone.... She was a bad woman--she has taken him from
me and now her son will take my little girl.... Mr. Speid, your face is
cut--come away--come away. Cecilia, we will go to the house.... But that
is Fullarton standing there. Robert, I want to say something to you.
Robert, you know I did not mean to speak like that! Dear Robert, have
you forgiven me?... But what can I do about my little girl? What can I
do for her, Fullarton?’
She held Cecilia’s fingers convulsively. The girl kept her hand closed
round the feeble one on the bed-cover, as though she would put her own
life and strength into it with her grasp; she fancied sometimes that it
quieted the sick woman in some strange way. She sat behind the curtain
like a stone; there was little time to think over what she had just
heard, for the wheels of the doctor’s gig were sounding in the avenue
and she must collect herself to meet him. He was to stay for the night.
But now everything that had been dark was plain to her. Her lover was
Fullarton’s son! Down to the very depths she saw into her aunt’s heart,
and tears, as hot as any she had shed for her own griefs, fell from her
eyes.
‘Thank God, I did what I could for her,’ she said.
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