Scotland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
WHEN the decisive step had been taken and Crauford’s perseverance was
at last crowned with success, he straightway informed his uncle of his
good fortune; also, he begged him to say nothing of the matter till he
should have gone to Fordyce Castle to announce his news. As we have
seen, he did not mean to announce it in person, but he wished to see
Agneta before retiring to a safe distance and writing to Sir Thomas, of
whose consent the past had made him sure; from his sister he counted on
hearing how soon it would be wise for him to face Lady Fordyce. Before
he left Fullarton he had allowed himself one day to be spent with
Cecilia.
‘You cannot expect me to go to-morrow,’ he said to her, with solemn
gallantry, as he emerged from Fullarton’s study, where he had been to
declare the engagement.
‘Do you not think your parents might be offended if you delay?’ she
suggested faintly.
‘Let them!’ exclaimed Crauford.
All next day she had clung to Fullarton’s proximity, hating to be alone
with the man with whom she was to pass her life, and feeling half
desperate when Robert closeted himself with a tenant who had come to
see him on business. Crauford’s blunt lack of perception made him
difficult to keep at a distance, and she had now no right to hurt his
feelings. On her finger was the ring he had, with much forethought,
brought with him; and, had it been an iron chain on her neck, it could
not have galled her more. When, at last, he had driven away, she
rushed to her room and pulled it off; then she dipped her handkerchief
in rose-water and dabbed her face and lips; for, though she had tried
to say good-bye to him in Fullarton’s presence, she had not succeeded
and she had paid heavily for her failure.
For whatever motive she was accepting his name, his protection, and the
ease of life he would give her, she must treat him fairly; she felt
this strongly. She had not hid from him a truth which she would have
liked him better for finding more unpalatable, namely, that she did not
love him.
‘You will learn to, in time,’ he had observed, complacently.
If he had said that he loved her well enough for two, or some such
trite folly as men will say in like circumstances, it would have been
less hateful. But he had merely changed the subject with a commonplace
reflection. For all that, she felt that she was cheating him.
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