Scotland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
It was not until evening that he sat down to think what he should say
to Cecilia. The need for haste was not so great in this case, but every
hour was of value with respect to the letter Miss Hersey was forwarding
to Gilbert. There was no knowing where he might be, nor how long it
might take in reaching him, nor how many obstacles might rise upon the
road home, even should he start the very day he received it. But, here,
it was different. The sailor bit the top of his pen as he mused; many
things had puzzled him and many things puzzled him still. He had
received a shock on hearing of Cecilia’s intended marriage. In his own
mind he had never doubted that she loved Speid, and this new placing of
her affections was the last thing he expected; if there were no
question of affection, then, so much the worse, in his eyes. He thought
little of Fordyce and imagined that she thought little of him too. He
had never supposed that money would so influence her, and his
conclusion--a reluctant one--was that the extreme poverty which must be
her portion, now Lady Eliza was gone, had driven her to the step.
Granny Stirk’s news had opened his eyes to the probability that there
were influences at work of which he knew nothing, and he was uncommon
enough to admit such a possibility. When most people know how easily
they could manage everybody else’s business, the astonishing thing is
that they should ever be in straits on their own account. But it never
astonishes them. Captain Somerville had the capacity for being
astonished, both at himself and at other people; the world, social and
geographical, had taught him that there is no royal road to the
solution of anyone’s difficulties. The man who walks about with little
contemptuous panaceas in his pocket for his friends’ troubles is
generally the man whose hair turns prematurely gray with his own. What
had Cecilia meant when she told the old woman, weeping, that she could
not help herself? He would, at least, give her the chance of helping
herself now, and she could take it or leave it as she chose. He was not
going to advise her nor to make suggestions; he would merely tell her
what he had done. He had no difficulty in justifying his act to his
conscience; he justified it to his prudence by reflecting on what she
had given the Queen of the Cadgers to understand; namely, that, if the
exile should return, she would throw all to the winds for him.
‘My writing-table is to be dusted to-day, and I shall leave this here,’
he said to his wife on the following afternoon, as he put the letter he
had written on the drawing-room mantelpiece; ‘if you can hear of anyone
going in the direction of Fullarton, I should be glad to have it
carried. It is to Miss Raeburn, in Edinburgh, so Mr. Fullarton must
address it for me.’
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