Scotland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Crauford was at Fordyce Castle when the news reached him and it gave
him a shock. His ally seemed to be outrunning all discretion in his
zeal; to stop a letter was such a definitely improper thing to do that
it took his breath away. Not that it was his fault, he assured himself
as he pondered on it, and it was too late to make any remonstrance;
besides which, as he had not personally committed the act, he had
nothing with which to blame himself. Things looked serious. In a few
days Speid might be on his way home. He would write to Cecilia on the
spot; nay, he would go to Edinburgh himself and persuade her to hasten
the wedding. He would invent a pretext. It was curious that, while
Barclay’s act struck him as a breach of gentlemanlike behaviour, it
never struck him from Cecilia’s point of view, though it was clear she
did not want to marry him and that she did want to marry Speid. If it
had struck him he would scarcely have understood. She was behaving most
foolishly and against her own interests; she did not seem to realize
that he had the warmest feelings for her, that he was prepared to make
her happy and give her everything she could desire. So great was the
complacency--personal and hereditary--in which he had been enveloped
since his birth, that he could not see another obvious truth which
stared him in the face: namely, that he whose wife has married one man
and loves another stands in a place which ought to terrify a demi-god.
If he hated Speid now, he might have to hate him still more in time. In
his reply to Barclay he did not remonstrate with him; what was the use
of doing so now that the thing was over?
Heartily did he wish the wedding hurried on for many reasons; one of
them was that his mother, who had taken to her bed on hearing of his
engagement, had now arisen, though her health, she said, would not
admit of her leaving Fordyce Castle or being present at the ceremony.
Nor were the protests of her family very sincere. Agneta and Mary, who
were to go to their uncle, were looking forward feverishly to their
first taste of emancipation, and Sir Thomas, having had experience of
his wife when in contact with the outer world, thought with small gusto
of repeating it. He had insisted that his daughters should go to
Fullarton and no one but himself knew what he had undergone, Lady
Fordyce being furious with her brother for having, as she said,
arranged the marriage. Everyone agreed that her decision was a merciful
one for all concerned, and, while Sir Thomas again ‘found it
convenient’ to sit up in his study till the cocks crew, the two girls
were supported by the prospect of the coming excitement.
Agneta and Crauford kept much together; but, though she was the only
person to whom he could speak with any freedom, he did not tell her
what he had heard from Barclay. He was a hero to his sister; and a
hero’s bride is conventionally supposed to have eyes for no one but
himself. Existing conventions were quite good enough for him.
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