Scotland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
The little group was broken up by Cecilia’s return; Crauford went
forward to meet her, and pompously relieved her of the two garden
baskets she carried. This act of politeness was tinged with distress at
the sight of the future Lady Fordyce burdened with such things.
‘Let us go to the house,’ exclaimed Lady Eliza, rising from her bench.
If something were not done to facilitate Crauford’s proposal she would
never be rid of him, never at leisure to reason with her aching heart
in solitude. When would the afternoon end? She even longed for
Fullarton to go. What he had said to her was no new thing; she had
known it all, all before. But the words had fallen like blows, and,
like an animal hurt, she longed to slink away and hide her pain.
‘Put the baskets in the tool-house, Cecilia. Fullarton, come away; we
will go in.’
The tool-house stood at the further end of the garden, outside the
ivy-covered wall, and Crauford was glad of the chance given him of
accompanying Cecilia, though he felt the difficulty of approaching
affairs of the heart with a garden basket in either hand. He walked
humbly beside her. She put the baskets away and turned the key on them.
‘May I ask for a few minutes, Miss Raeburn?’ he began. ‘I have come
here for a serious purpose. My uncle is the bearer of a letter to her
ladyship. It is from my mother, and is written in corroboration of one
which I lately received from my father. I had written to ask their
approval of a step--a very important step--which I contemplate. Miss
Raeburn--or may I say Cecilia?--it concerns yourself.’
‘Really, sir?’ said Cecilia, the cheerfulness of despair in her voice.
‘Yes, yourself. No young lady I have ever seen has so roused my
admiration--my affection, I may say. I have made up my mind on that
subject. Do not turn away, Miss Raeburn; it is quite true, believe me.
My happiness is involved. To-morrow I shall hope to inform my parents
that you will be my wife.’
He stopped in the path and would have taken her hand. She stepped back.
‘I cannot,’ she said. ‘I am sorry, but I cannot.’
‘You cannot!’ he exclaimed. ‘Why?’
‘It is impossible, sir, really.’
‘But you have Lady Eliza’s permission. She told me so herself. This is
absurd, Miss Raeburn, and you are distressing me infinitely.’
‘Please put it out of your head, Mr. Fordyce. I cannot do it; there is
no use in thinking of it. I do not want to hurt you, but it is quite
impossible--quite.’
‘But why--why?’ he exclaimed. He looked bewildered.
Cecilia’s brows drew together imperceptibly.
‘I do not care for you,’ she said; ‘you force me to speak in this way.
I do not love you in the least.’
‘But what is there that you object to in me?’ he cried. ‘Surely you
understand that my father, in consenting, is ready to establish me very
well. I am the eldest son, Miss Raeburn.’
Cecilia’s pale face was set, and her chin rose a little higher at each
word.
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