Scotland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
He was certainly not going to accept Cecilia’s mad folly as final; his
mother had rated him for his want of pride in not abandoning his suit,
but, had she understood him, she would have known that it was his pride
which forbade him to relinquish it, and his vanity which assured him
that he must be successful in the end. Each man’s pride is a
differently constructed article, while each man is certain that his
private possession is the only genuine kind existing.
Lady Fordyce’s own pride had received a rude blow, and she looked upon
her brother as the director of it; he it was who had thrown her son
into the society of the adventuress, he it was who had persuaded her to
give unwilling countenance to what she disapproved. From their very
infancy he had gone contrary to her. As a little boy he had roused her
impatience over every game or task that they had shared. There had
always been something in him which she disliked and which eluded her,
and one of her greatest grievances against him had been her own
inability to upset his temper. She was anything but a clever woman, and
she knew that, though his character was weaker than her own, his
understanding was stronger. Brother and sister, never alike, had grown
more unlike with the years; his inner life had bred a semi-cynical and
indolent toleration in him, and her ceaseless worldly prosperity had
brought out the arrogance of her nature and developed a vulgarity which
revolted Robert.
As her brown silk dress rustled up the staircase, her son, driven into
an unwonted rebellion, made up his mind that, having seen his father,
he would depart as soon as he could decide where to go. He hankered
after Kaims. He had written to Barclay, bidding his ally farewell and
telling him of Cecilia’s refusal, and the ally had written a soothing
reply. He praised his determination to continue his suit, assured him
of his willingness to keep him acquainted with anything bearing on his
interests, and, finally, begged him to remember that, at any time or
season, however unpropitious, a room in his house would be at his
disposal. Protestations of an admiring friendship closed the letter.
When the rustling was over, and he heard his mother’s door close, he
left the drawing-room with the determination of accepting the lawyer’s
offer; while he had sense enough to see that there was something
undignified in such a swift return to the neighbourhood of Morphie, he
yet so longed for the balm in Gilead that he made up his mind to brave
the opinion of Fullarton, should he meet him. He would only spend a few
quiet days in Kaims and then betake himself in some other direction.
Fordyce Castle had grown intolerable.
While he pondered these things, Agneta, at her mother’s dictation, was
writing to Lady Milborough to ask if her daughter Maria might hasten
her promised visit, and pay it as soon as possible, instead of waiting
until the autumn.
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