The International Magazine, Volume 4, No. 5, December 1851Various
History
The International Magazine, Volume 4, No. 5, December 1851
Various
Art, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- History -- Periodicals
It was late the next morning when Antoine, presenting himself at my
bedside, broke my slumbers, and with them the current of a dream of
which the picture and the occurrences of the past night formed the
basis. He informed me he had just dressed his master, and tendered me
the like service, which, however, I declined, and proceeded, unaided
and alone, to dress with all expedition. My friend received me in the
_salon_, where we had dined the preceding day, with his usual benignant
smile; but it was easy to perceive that his night had not been passed
in sleep. He looked languid and out of spirits, and our breakfast was
a somewhat silent one. When it was over, he sat awhile lost in deep
thought, but at length, as if by sudden effort, he arose and took me by
the arm, saying, "Allons, M.D., let us adjourn to the library, where I
will unburden my mind, and perform the promise of last night."
The picture was still uncovered, and we were no sooner seated than, as
if fearing his resolution might give way, he immediately began thus:
In the year 1770 I had, as I have already informed you, the honor
of belonging to that distinguished body the Gardes du Corps, and
though my duty required my almost constant presence at Versailles, I,
nevertheless, had a lodging in this house, which is now mine. I had at
that time but little prospect of ever possessing a house of my own, and
could not always pay my rent for the room I then occupied therein. My
family, of which I was the youngest, was rich, but I was poor, and have
often gone without a dinner, because I had not wherewithal to pay for
one. I fell into debt, which my brother promised, some day or other,
to pay; or I might, perhaps, get a rich wife, for we men of fashion,
whilst youth and good looks lasted, thought ourselves fairly entitled
to use the folly of wealthy old dowagers as an instrument placed in
our hands by Providence to enable us to revenge ourselves on Fortune
for her cruelty in making us younger sons. "Remember," my father used
to say to me, "that there is nothing on which our good or ill-fate in
life so much depends as on women; we are in their hands; they manage
us as they please; and it is the gentlest and the meekest who rule us
the most effectually." I, however, led a gay and thoughtless life, and
never troubled myself to inquire what influence, good or evil, women
might have on my future life. I had three occupations which took up all
my time--the ordinary routine of duty at Versailles; to pay assiduous
court to the Prince de Beauveau, who honored me with his patronage, and
for which reason I chose my lodgings as near as I could to his hotel;
and last, though not least, there was Mademoiselle Zephirine, _première
dansuese_ at the Theatre Audinet. You smile, Mr. D., but recollect that
I am now speaking of more than forty years ago. Ah! it was then no
slight affair to keep a mistress, I assure you; for, though not allowed
to hear one's name, she was to be openly acknowledged and as openly
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