The International Magazine, Volume 4, No. 5, December 1851Various
History
The International Magazine, Volume 4, No. 5, December 1851
Various
Art, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- History -- Periodicals
On reaching my own abode, I fell into a reverie in which I could not
help contrasting the attachment of such a woman as Mademoiselle d'Ermay
with the light and heartless nature of my connection with Zephirine.
Yet all my feelings revolted at the odious comparison. What? could I
for a moment, even in thought, place a young lady of good family, well
educated, and whom the arts of a seducer, under the guise of a friend,
had betrayed into her first and only error--could I for an instant
allow myself to place her in the same class with an opera-dancer? I
hated myself for the very thought, which could never have suggested
itself but to one who had never known any other sort of tie than such
as had bound me to Zephirine--who had never been loved, nor ever felt
the genuine passion. I slept not that night, nor did I wish to sleep;
my mind was too fully occupied in recalling every movement, every
gesture, every word that fell from the lips of Mademoiselle d'Ermay;
her gentle countenance, her angelic look, and that brow so fair and
so open, whose polished surface even terror the most appalling had
not been able to ruffle. Still I was not in love with her; I merely
tried to recall her features, which the darkness of the night and the
uncertain glimmer of candles had not enabled me to see and examine so
perfectly as I could have wished. However, I promised myself better
success the next day, when I resolved to observe her with the closest
attention, although I felt that in so doing I was rashly exposing
myself to that undefinable and seducing something which hung around her
like a charm.
II.
It was, perhaps, the consciousness of the wish formed overnight that
determined me to see Mademoiselle d'Ermay. Neither had I any desire to
resist its power, but rather to feel it and succumb, for I was well
assured, that if such a one could be won, she was worth winning. I
shuddered when I reflected how few hours had elapsed since she had been
exposed to the dagger of an assassin, and could not conceive how it had
happened that till that time I had never seen Mademoiselle d'Ermay,
though she was living close by me.
In the mean time the family of M. de Fosseux caused seals to be placed
on all the property of the deceased, and with some difficulty allowed
the unfortunate lady to take away her clothes and some few trinkets,
and a small sum of money, which beyond dispute was her own, it being
found in a desk on which her name was engraved, and of which she had
the key. That the family of M. de Fosseux should look upon her with no
friendly eye was, perhaps, natural enough. However, in a few days, the
heir-at-law of the deceased waited upon her, and said,
"Mademoiselle, M. de Fosseux having been cut off thus suddenly, has
left no will; had he been able to foresee his death, there can be no
doubt that he would not have forgotten to make due provision for you;
it therefore devolves on me, as a duty, to supply that defect, and to
fulfil his intentions."
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