The International Magazine, Volume 4, No. 5, December 1851Various
History
The International Magazine, Volume 4, No. 5, December 1851
Various
Art, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- History -- Periodicals
"How you do run on!" she said, taking the last rose out of her hair;
for she was standing before the glass, undoing her braids; the
sisters, having dismissed their attendant, that they might have a
comfortable chat together. And then the hair came all tumbling over her
shoulders, and upon her white muslin dressing-gown, and she looked most
beautiful--half pleasant, half angry--as she turned round; and, trying
to frown with her eyes, whilst her lips smiled, said--
"Cle., you _are_ the most intolerable girl in the world."
Cle. smiled, looked down, and said nothing.
"You may as well tell me, though."
"No, I won't, unless you will be a true girl--own what you ought to
own--say what you ought to say--that you do not _quite_ hate him. You
really may say that--and then we will see about it."
"Hate him! Did I say I hated him?"
"Or, pretended you did. Or, that he was indifferent to you."
"Well, well; I don't hate him, then."
"Then come here, and sit down by me, and I will tell you that Lionel
loves you, and adores you--and all that. Very easily said. But far more
than that--and with great difficulty said--he wishes to make you his
wife!"
"Ah me!"--and again the color flashed into her face, and such an
expression was visible in her eyes!
Suddenly she threw her arms around her sister, and embraced her
tenderly.
"You dear, dear girl," she whispered--"Oh, I am so--so happy! But tell
me--tell me--all, from the beginning. Lionel!--is it possible?"
"You thought we were very busy talking together to-night, at Mrs.
White's ball, didn't you?--You were a little jealous, were you not, you
silly thing? Ah, my Ella! My proud--proud Ella! To have made such a
tumble into love!"
"Nonsense!--how you talk! But tell me all he said. Every single word of
it!"
"He said he loved you more than his life, and all that sort of thing;
and that I must tell you so to-night; and, if you would give him the
least atom of encouragement, I was to take no notice, and he would
speak to papa and mamma immediately; but, if you hated him as much as I
said I was sure you did...."
"How could you say such a stupid thing?"
"I thought that was what I ought to say."
"How foolish you are, Cle.! Well?"
"Well, in _that_ case, I was to write. Shall I write?"
She did not write.
And from this time the existence of Ella was changed.
She loved, with all the fervor and energy of her nature; and life took
at once a new color. True love is of the infinite. None can have deeply
loved--when or how in other respects it may have been--but they have
entered into the unseen world; have breathed a new breath of life; have
tasted of the true existence.
What is often called love, may do nothing of all this--but I am
speaking of _true_ love.
Lionel seemed at that time scarcely worthy of the passion he had
inspired. Yet he had many excellent qualities. He was warm-hearted,
generous to excess, had good parts, a brilliant way of talking, and was
a favorite with all the world.
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