The International Magazine, Volume 4, No. 5, December 1851Various
History
The International Magazine, Volume 4, No. 5, December 1851
Various
Art, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- History -- Periodicals
He stood there, motionless and tearless, until the sexton had finished
his task, had shouldered his spade, and, still whistling, had walked
away. Then he sat down upon the little mound, and hid his face in his
hands. He sat there for some time--for a long, long time--and then
slowly arose, and with feeble and uncertain steps retraced the way he
had come, and found himself at the door of the handsome house, whence
he had followed the funeral in the morning.
He made his way to the lady, who happened to be still there, and who
now (as I have said), indignation having yielded to compassion, was
prepared to satisfy the yearning anxiety he had expressed to hear all
she could tell him of his once proud and beautiful child.
"You know where you are, and what I am, and what I and the other ladies
whom you have seen with me employ ourselves upon when we come here."
"No," he said, looking round. "It never struck me to inquire, or even
to reflect upon what I saw."
"This house is a kind of hospital."
He started--and a faint flush passed over his face.
"Yes," he said, "it was natural--as things had gone on--a consequence
inevitable. Then she died at last in the hospital?"
"Not exactly that--as you would interpret the word. This house is,
indeed, a species of hospital; it is intended as a refuge for the
sick and dying, who have nowhere else to go; but it does not exactly
resemble an ordinary hospital. In the first place, the services
performed are not altogether gratuitous; in the second, every
patient has a room to herself. We are only women, except the medical
attendants: and we admit none but women--and those women of a higher
class, of gentle breeding, and refined habits, who have fallen into
poverty, and yet who have not been hardened in their sensations by
habits, so as that the edge of privation is blunted; or what, perhaps,
is still more difficult to bear, that painful sense of publicity
unfelt, which renders shelter in an ordinary hospital a source of
suffering to them--which--God be thanked!--it does not necessarily
prove to those for whom such places of refuge were intended. This house
would have been more justly called an asylum than a hospital, for it is
intended as a shelter for the sick and destitute; but yet those who are
received into it are expected to contribute to their own support."
He made no answer to this explanation. After all, it, interested
him little now to know that his Ella had not been a mere object of
the charity which is extended to paupers. His pride had died within
him, for his nature had been much changed; but, only as such natures
change. His faults had withered away, but no good qualities seemed as
yet to burst forth to flourish in their stead. The soul had been so
utterly ruined and devastated, the portion of living waters had been so
completely dried up, that he seemed merely to have lost the inclination
to do wrong--that was all.
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