The International Magazine, Volume 4, No. 5, December 1851Various
History
The International Magazine, Volume 4, No. 5, December 1851
Various
Art, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- History -- Periodicals
"'Yes, perhaps so,' she said, after musing a little--'yes. So long
as there was one near me whom I loved, I could get on--better or
worse--but I could get on. But she is gone. Others whom I have loved
are far--far away. The solitude of the heart! yes, that kills one at
last.'
"'Then will you try to make a friend of me? A new friend can never be
like an old friend. Yet, when the old wine is drawn down to the dregs,
we accept the new, although we still say the old is better.'
"'How very kindly you speak to me! You have none of the pride of
compassion,' she said, fixing her lovely eyes, filled with an earnest,
intelligent expression, full upon mine. 'You will not humble me, whilst
you serve me.'
"'Humble you! My dear young lady! That, I hope, indeed, would be far
from me--from every one of us.'
"'I dare say so--as you say it. I have seen none of the ladies, only
the matron, Mrs. Penrose, and a friend of mine, to whom I owe much;
but they are both so inferior to myself in habits and education, that
I don't think they could humble me if they tried. The insolence of my
inferiors, I can defy--the condescensions of my superiors, are what I
dread.'
"I saw in this little speech something that opened to me, as I thought,
one side of her character. All the notice of it, however, which I took,
was to say, 'We must not exact too much from each other. A person may
have a very single-hearted and sincere desire to serve us, and yet be
somewhat awkward in conferring benefits. We must not be unreasonable.
Where people do their best to be kind, we must accept the will for the
deed, and besides....'
"'You mean to say that benefits may be _accepted_ ungraciously,'--and
she laid her hand upon mine, and pressed it with some fervor. Yes, that
is true. We may, in the pride of our unsubdued and unregulated hearts,
be captious, exacting and unjust. We may be very, very ungrateful.'
"Do I tire you with relating these things?" said the lady, breaking
off, and addressing the fallen man. "Shall I pass on to others? Yet
there are few events to relate. The history of this life of a few
months is comprised in conversations. I thought you would probably like
to hear them.
"I _do_ like to hear them. I adjure you, solemnly, to omit nothing that
you can remember of them. She was a noble creature." And he burst forth
with a bitter cry.
"She _was_ a noble creature!
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