The International Magazine, Volume 4, No. 5, December 1851Various
History
The International Magazine, Volume 4, No. 5, December 1851
Various
Art, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- History -- Periodicals
"'The lady whom I served was kind and considerate. When I came to her
in tears, she bade me fly to my sister, and not return until I had
settled her somewhere in comfort. But where was that to be? We had not
a friend in the world except one. She had been our under nursery-maid.
She was now a baker's wife; but she had always loved us. She had such a
heart! And she did not fail us now.
"'She took my sister home, and insisted upon keeping her. We could not
allow this to be done without offering what compensation we could. My
sister's little purse was reserved for extraordinary expenses; and I
contrived out of my own salary to pay a little weekly stipend to our
good Matty. She would not have taken it; but she had a husband, and
upon this point we were resolved.'
"Here she paused, and raising her head from her pillow, rested it upon
her hand, and looked round the room with an expression of satisfaction
which it gave me great pleasure to see. The little apartment was
plainly furnished enough; but the walls were of a cheerful color, and
the whole furniture was scrupulously clean. The windows stood open,
looking upon a space in which a few green trees were growing. The scene
was more open, airy, and quiet than one can usually obtain in London.
The air came in fresh and pleasant; the green trees waved and bowed
their heads lovingly and soothingly.
"'It is not until we are sick that we know the value, that we feel
the necessity, of these things,' she began again. 'This I may venture
to say for us both. We had been cradled in luxury and elegancies,
surrounded by every thing that the most lavish expenditure could
bestow. We gave them all up without a sigh. So much unhappiness
had attended this unblest profusion, that it seemed almost a
relief--something like an emancipation--to have done with it, and
be restored at once to simplicity and nature. Whilst our health and
spirits lasted, we both of us took a pleasure in defying superfluity,
in being easy and content upon a pallet bed, and with a crust of
bread and a glass of water; but, oh! when sickness comes--deadly
sickness! The fever, and the languor, and, above all, the frightful
susceptibility to external influences. When upon the hard bed you
cannot sleep, though sleep is life to the exhausted frame. When
the coarse food you cannot touch--though your body is sinking for
want of nourishment--when the aching limbs get sore with the rugged
unyieldingness of that on which they lie--when you languish and sicken
for fresh air, and are shut up in a little close room in some back
street--when you want medicine and care, and can command no services at
all--or of the lowest and most inefficient description--then--O then!
we feel what it is to want--then we feel what it is to have such an
asylum prepared for us as this. Poor thing! she was not so fortunate as
I have been.'"
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