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It would be in vain to describe the rapid, varying, indefinable emotions
that passed through the inexperienced heart of the youthful listener as
Harley thus spoke. He so moved all the springs of amaze, compassion,
tender respect, sympathy, childlike gratitude, that when he paused and
gently took her hand, she remained bewildered, speechless, overpowered.
Harley smiled as he gazed upon her blushing, downcast, expressive face. He
conjectured at once that the idea of such proposals had never crossed her
mind; that she had never contemplated him in the character of a wooer;
never even sounded her heart as to the nature of such feelings as his
image had aroused.
"My Helen," he resumed, with a calm pathos of voice, "there is some
disparity of years between us, and perhaps I may not hope henceforth for
that love which youth gives to the young. Permit me simply to ask, what
you will frankly answer—Can you have seen in our quiet life abroad, or
under the roof of our Italian friends, any one you prefer to me?"
"No, indeed, no!" murmured Helen. "How could I!—who is like you?" Then,
with a sudden effort—for her innate truthfulness took alarm, and her very
affection for Harley, childlike and reverent, made her tremble lest she
should deceive him—she drew a little aside, and spoke thus: "Oh, my dear
guardian, noblest of all human beings, at least in my eyes, forgive,
forgive me if I seem ungrateful, hesitating; but I cannot, cannot think of
myself as worthy of you. I never so lifted my eyes. Your rank, your
position—"
"Why should they be eternally my curse? Forget them and go on."
"It is not only they," said Helen, almost sobbing, "though they are much;
but I your type, your ideal!—I!—impossible! Oh, how can I ever be any
thing even of use, of aid, of comfort to one like you!"
"You can, Helen—you can," cried Harley, charmed by such ingenuous modesty.
"May I not keep this hand?"
And Helen left her hand in Harley’s, and turned away her face, fairly
weeping. A stately step passed under the wintry trees.
"My mother," said Harley L’Estrange, looking up, "I present to you my
future wife."
REMINISCENCES OF PRINTERS, AUTHORS, AND BOOKSELLERS IN NEW-YORK.(8)
BY JOHN W. FRANCIS, M.D., LL. D.
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