The International Monthly, Volume 2, No. 1, December, 1850Various
History
The International Monthly, Volume 2, No. 1, December, 1850
Various
Art, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- History -- Periodicals
"Yes; but at last, after a whole year, she was passing through Rouen,
and so she came to the convent to see me. Oh, when I saw her my heart
fluttered so that I thought I should have choked. I don't know why it
was, but I was afraid to ask for him; but at last, finding she would not
speak of him at all, which I thought was ill-natured, though indeed it
was not, I _did_ succeed, and asked her how he was; then all at once she
began to cry, for he was dead; and knowing _that_, I forgot
everything--I lost sight of everything--they said I fainted. And when I
awoke again there was a good many of the sisters and some of the
pensioners round me, and my friend still weeping; and the superioress
was there, too, but I did not heed them, but only said I would not
believe he was dead. Then I was very ill for more than a month, and my
uncle came to see me; but I don't think he knew what had made me so; and
as soon as I grew better the superioress was very angry with me, and
told me it was very wicked, which it may have been, but indeed I could
not help it; and she gave me in charge to sister Eugenie to bring me to
a sense of my sinfulness, seeing that I ought not to have loved any one
but him to whom I was betrothed."
"Alas! poor Julie, I suppose she was a harsh preceptress also."
"No, indeed; on the contrary, she was very kind and gentle. She was so
young--only twenty-three--dear sister Eugenie!--and so pretty, though
she was very pale, and oh, so thin; and when we were both alone in her
room she used to let me tell her all my story, and she used to draw her
hand over her pretty face, and cry so bitterly in return, and kiss me,
and shake me by the hands, that I often thought she must once have loved
some one also herself, and was weeping because she could never see him
again; so I grew to love her very much; but I did not know all that time
that sister Eugenie was dying. The day I took leave of her she seemed as
if she was going to tell me something about herself, and I think now if
I had pressed her she would. I am very sorry I did not, for it would
have been pleasant to me as long as I live to have given the dear sister
any comfort, and shown how truly I loved her. But it was not so, and
only four months after we parted she died; but I hope we may meet, where
I am sure she is gone, in heaven, and then she will know how much I
loved her, and how good, and gentle, and kind, I always thought her."
Poor little Julie shed tears at these words.
"Now I do not love the Marquis," she continued, "nor I am sure does he
love me. It will be but a match of convenience. I suppose he will
continue to follow his amusements and I will live quietly at home; so
after all it will make but little change to me, and I will still be as I
am now, the widow of poor Henri."
"You are so tranquil, dear Julie, because he is dead. Happy is it for
you that he is in his grave. Come, let us return."
They began to walk toward the cottage.
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